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Beautiful Asshole (15/16)

Title: Beautiful asshole
Author: Matsuaurore
Pairings: Sakumoto
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Au, comedy, romance, m-preg and a bit of angst xD
Disclaimer: If I could own them, my life would be perfect xD
Summary: Jun Matsumoto is a beautiful and clever assistant. His career is reaching the top and he will soon become a CEO but the only problem is his boss, Sho Sakurai. As handsome and attractive as a Top model but also a beautiful asshole. How Jun will reach his dream while ignoring his lust for his boss?

A/N: A big kiss for my BabySho for helping me with my baka mistakes <3



pas de titre
Sho's pov:


Two days later, I went to my office with my heart pounding like never before. I was so anxious to see him. I didn't want to lose Jun, I was already too much in love with him to lose him because of work. I needed him.
At eight, my father came into my office, Shu following him. Dad scowled often but rarely at me. Shu never looked pissed.
But both of them looked like they wanted to murder me.

"What did you do?" Dad dropped a piece of paper on my desk.

"What is it?"

"It's Jun's resignation letter. He dropped it off with Nino this morning."

It was a full minute before I could speak. In that time, the only sound was my brother saying. "Sho, dude. What happened?"

"I fucked up." I said, finally, pressing the heels of my hands to my eyes.

Dad sat down, face composed. He was sitting in the chair that, not a month ago, Jun had sat in, trying to drive me crazy by touching himself.

"Tell me what happened." My father's voice got very quiet. I pulled my tie looser around my neck, suffocating under the weight on my chest.

Jun left me.

"We're together. Or, we were."

"I knew it!" Shu yelled just as dad shouted. "You what?!"

"Not until Okinawa." I reassured them quickly. "Before Okinawa, we were just..."

"Fucking?" Shu offered helpfully and received a sharp look from dad.

"Yes. We were just..." A spike of pain gouged into my chest. His expression when I leaned in to kiss him. His full bottom lip caught between my teeth. His laugh against my mouth. "And as you both know, I was a jerk. He gave back just as good, though." I assured them. "And in Okinawa, it became more. Fuck!" I reached for the letter before pulling my hand back. "He really resigned?"

My father nodded, his face completely unreadable. It was his superpower, all my life, in the moments when he felt the most, he showed the least.

"This is why we have the office fraternization policy, Sho." He said, softening his tone with my name. "I thought you knew better than this."

"I know. But... Dad, I love him. I love him so much, it's painful." I scrubbed my hands over my face and then, mentioned for Shu to sit down and told them every detail of what happened in Okinawa. I made it clear that we had essentially just decided to be together.

"You're such a stupid son of a bitch." My brother offered once I'd finished and what could I do but agree?
After a stern lecture and an assurance that there would be more discussion on all of the ways I fucked up, dad went to his office to call Jun to request that he come work for him for the remainder of his internship.
His concern wasn't just for the company, though, if Jun chose to stay on after he graduated, he could easily become one of the most important members of our team. It was also that he had less than three months left to find a new internship, learn the ropes and take on a new project to present to the scholarship board. Given their influence on the business school, their feedback would determine whether Jun would graduate with honors and receive a personal letter of recommendation from the CEO.
It could make or break the beginning of his career.
Shu and I sat in silence for the next hour. He glared at me and I stared out the window. I could almost feel how much he wanted to kick my ass. He had always been very attached to Jun after all. Dad came back into my office and picked up his resignation letter, folding it into neat thirds. I still hadn't been able to look at it. He'd typed it, and for the first time since I met him, I wanted nothing more than to see his ridiculously bad penmanship instead of impersonal black-and-white Times New Roman.

"I told him that this company values him and this family loves him and we wanted him to come back. I even said we were ready to approve your relationship." Dad paused, his eyes turning on me. "He said that was more reason for him to do this on his own."


****

My world crashed down after his resignation. He walked away from me. He left me. I couldn't bear it. Didn't know how to handle this. I had never been heart-broken before and testing it left a deep hole in my chest. I was suffering. A lot.
How could he have handled everything I gave him before but have left over this? Was it really so important for me to treat him like a peer with a man like Furokawa that he would sacrifice what we had between us?
With a groan, I suspected that the reason I had to ask that at all was also the reason Jun left. I thought we could have our relationship and our careers too, but that was because I already proven myself. He was the intern. All he ever wanted was reassurance from me that his career wouldn't suffer from our recklessness and I ended up being the one to ensure it did.
I had to admit, I was surprised the office wasn't on fire with the story of what I'd done but it seemed only dad and Shu knew. Jun had always kept our secret. I wondered if Ninomiya knew everything that had happened, whether he was in touch with Jun.
I soon had an answer. A few days after Okinawa changed, Ninomiya walked into my office without knocking.

"This situation is complete bullshit!"

I looked up at him and put down the file I held in my hands, staring at him just long enough to make him fidget before I spoke. "I want to remind you that this situation is not your business."

"As his best friend, it is."

"And an employee of Sakurai company, and an employee of Shu's, it isn't."

He gazed at me for a long beat and then, nodded. "I know. I would never tell anyone, especially in his state."

"His state?" I frowned. Ninomiya gasped, putting his hand on his mouth. "What are you talking about?"

"Nothing. He isn't well. He barely sleeps and eats. My boyfriend and I are worried."

"You're hiding me something." I frowned again.

"If you really care for him, ask him yourself. Don't let him go so easily." Nino replied.

"Did you see him?"

"Yes. He lives with my lover and me. We don't want to let him alone. He's been offered a job at Jiro's company."

I let out a tense breath. A decent firm, if small. An up-and-comer with some good junior executives but a few real assholes at the top.

"Who is he reporting to?"

"A guy named Gackt."

I closed my eyes to hide my reaction. Satoru Camui, known under the nickname of Gackt. An egomaniac with a penchant for young beautiful men. Jun would know this, what was he thinking?
He was probably thinking that Gackt would have the resources to get him a project that he could worked up substantially enough to present in three months.

"What's his project?"

"Don't remember exactly. He talked about a Pet show..."

I stood, slamming my hands on my desk. Fury strangled me, and I closed my eyes to get a grip on my temper before answering. "That's a tiny account."

"He's only a master's student, Sakurai-san. Of course it's a tiny account. Only someone in love with him would let him work on a million-yen, ten-year marketing contract." Without looking back at me, he turned and left my office.

****

Jun didn't answer his cell and his e-mails I sent to the personal account he had on file. He didn't call, come by or give any indication that he wanted to talk to me. But when your chest feels like it's been cracked open with a pickax and you're unable to sleep, you do things like look up your intern's apartment address, drive over there on Saturday at five in the morning and wait for him to come out.
And when he didn't emerge from the building after almost an entire day, I convinced the security guard that I was his cousin and was worried about his health. He escorted me up and stood behind me as I knocked at his door.
My heart was going to slam its way out of my chest. I heard someone moving inside, walk to the door. I could practically feel his body just inches from mine, separated by wood. A shadow moved through the peephole. And then, silence.

"Jun."

He didn't open the door. But he didn't walk away either.

"Baby, please open up. I need to talk to you."

"I can't Sho." He said after felt like an hour.

I leaned my forehead against the door, pressed my palms flat.

"I'm so sorry."

Silence.

"Jun... Christ. I get it, okay? Berate me for being a new kind of prick. Tell me to go fuck myself. Do this on your terms... Just, don't leave."

Silence. He was still right there. I could feel him.

"I miss you. Fuck, I do miss you. A lot. Baby... I love you so much..."

"Sho, just...not now, okay? I can't do this."

Was he crying? I hated not knowing.

"Hey, buddy. This isn't why you said you wanted up here. He sounds fine. Let's go." The security guard patted my shoulder.
I drove home and proceeded to drink a lot of scotch. For two weeks, I played fool at a seedy bar and ignored my family. I called in sick and only got out of bed to grab an occasional melon pan, or refill my glass, or use the bathroom, whereupon I'd look at my reflection and give myself the finger. I was a sad sack and having never experienced anything like this before, had no idea how to snap out of it. Mom came by with some groceries and left them at my doorstep.
Dad left me daily voice mails with updates about work.
Mai brought me more scotch.
Finally, Shu came by with the only known set of spare keys to my house and dumped a pot of cold water on me, then handed me some takeout sushi. I ate the food while he threatened to tape pictures of Jun all over my house if I didn't get my shit together and come back to work.
Over the next few weeks, Nino surmised that I was incredibly losing my mind and needed a weekly update. He would keep it professional, telling me how Jun was faring in his new job with Gackt. His project was coming together well. They loved him. None of this surprised me. Jun was better than anyone they had by a mile.
Occasionally, Nino would let something else drop. "He is tired because of work." or, "He cut his hair and dyed it in a new brown color. It's so cute."

"His appointment with the doctor went well."

"What?" I raised my tired eyes to look at him.

"Seriously, I swore to him I would shut my clever mouth but you two... It's just a big mess. I want him happy and you were the one making him happy. If he makes a great career but is alone when he needs you the most... Which friend would I be if I stayed here, looking at my best friend destroying himself?"

"What do you mean? You lost me since..."

"The doctor part, I know. I shouldn't tell you, I promised but what if you met him by chance in this café he loves so much? How could you know he loves to have a cup of Macha tea everyday at 2 p.m at Aki? It's impossible for you to go there at this hour in this place when you don't know it's his favorite. I wonder how you would have guessed?" Nino stroked his chin pensively. I checked the hour. 1 p.m. I still had some time to get there.

"Thank you, Nino. I owe you one!" I stood up, grabbed my jacket and rushed outside.

"You two are really stubborn dicks." Nino rolled his eyes. "My ojii-san is going to spank me for that." The short man smiled evilly.

****

I ran as fast as possible and jumped in my silver Audi. I just hoped Jun would let me talk and wouldn't be with someone else. Maybe he had already found a new man... This Aiba who seemed ready to jump on him at the second Jun would agree.
I reached the café, anxious. He wasn't inside yet and I waited in the corner of the street. At 2 p.m, still nobody. I wondered if Nino didn't trick me. I leaned against the wall, my eyes lost into space. Suddenly, I froze. My eyes widened when I saw Jun on the opposite street. He looked tired but what caught my attention was his hand stroking his stomach. A stomach that wasn't as flat as before. He was stroking a little bump that his tank top hid a lot. It couldn't be possible. I was dreaming! But my theory was confirmed when he looked at the glass of a store. There were baby's clothes inside.

Jun was pregnant...

To be continued...

A/N: Woooo, I’m posting early xD I’m going to Turquey for 7 days so don’t worry, you’ll have your chapter next week xD just one chapter left… it went so fast! To be honest, I have started a sequel of this fic but I’m not sure if I will post it or not xD I’m a bit lazy currently xD and as I’m working on a new Ohmiya, I have forgotten a bit my dear Sakumoto (shame on me ><) So, I’ll ask you, tell me if you’re interested in a sequel or not xD
See you next week :D
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[personal profile] octavialao 2015-06-02 08:56 am (UTC)(link)
Okaaaay~ first spot! I'll come back later! <3
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[personal profile] octavialao 2015-06-02 12:41 pm (UTC)(link)
Ohhhh!!! Sorry I came late. LOL! work!

Ahhh... Nino you~ I so love you brat! you did a great job playing cupid! Now lemme squish you, you little oink! *squishes*

And finally! Sho! Do something! Jun is pregnant and he needs you! *kicks Sho's booty* Marry him now!!!

And dearest, I would love a sequel! <3

[identity profile] matsuaurore.livejournal.com 2015-06-02 02:54 pm (UTC)(link)
xD I hope you had a good day :D
nino is amazing xD and sho moved his pretty ass to get his man but our diva is stubborn xD
aaahhh I thought nobody woul like a sequel but everybody does xD I'll have to finish the sequel then xD thank you for reading dear <3
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[personal profile] octavialao 2015-06-02 03:13 pm (UTC)(link)
Yes I did! thank you! Hope you had a good day too! :)

And Yes! Nino is just amazing.. I even wonder how he does that! LOL! And yeaaa~ finally, his putting that Asshole~ into good use! LOL!

Oh Jun.. you can't deny now.. And come on! both of you are miserable without each other!


Ohh please do! hahaha! I'll wait for it! Please make it a sakumoto+baby one! <3

[identity profile] matsuaurore.livejournal.com 2015-06-16 05:52 am (UTC)(link)
yes :)

nino is a brat but he loves his friends and can do a lot for them :)
jun and sho are mizerable without each other but jun can be so stubborn xD
I'll start posting a second sakumoto baby after this one while I'm finishing to write the sequel of this story xD thank you dear <3

[identity profile] antimiya88.livejournal.com 2015-06-02 10:06 am (UTC)(link)
I can't say I wasn't a tiny bit satisfied with Sho! You made me support your baby, even though he should already revealed it, Sho took somehow his lesson... XD
Thank God Nino was there and told everything!
I'm waiting for the next one! ^^

I guess an OS would be perfect - a happy family with their child! XDDD

Have fun in Turkey! I've been to Instanbul and the Asia Minor coast - where there are ancient greek cities. It's beautiful! (I just hope to be able to see you before I leave at the end of the month! You seem too busy! XDD I have an idea that I would like to discuss it with you Medium-chan! ;) )

And YEY for Ohmiya!!!!! CAN'T WAIT!!! *_*

Thanks again my dear! <3

[identity profile] matsuaurore.livejournal.com 2015-06-02 12:09 pm (UTC)(link)
xD there will have an epilogue but I don't know when yet xD I'm glad you supported my BB XD nino did great, this brat is very helpful xD thank you my dear <3

oh, people says it's beautiful so, I'm glad I'll go there xD
quand repars tu en Grèce?

[identity profile] antimiya88.livejournal.com 2015-06-02 12:43 pm (UTC)(link)
Je repars le 29 Juin! ^^ Je pensais pour la semaine entre 22 et 26! Mais pas de problème ma chérie si tu n'as pas du temps!!! :D

[identity profile] matsuaurore.livejournal.com 2015-06-02 02:49 pm (UTC)(link)
non c'est bon, on pourra se voir pendant cette semaine :D

[identity profile] amnos13.livejournal.com 2015-06-02 10:33 am (UTC)(link)
waaa great that nino helped sho :)
yes yes sequel please...

[identity profile] matsuaurore.livejournal.com 2015-06-02 12:16 pm (UTC)(link)
xD yes, nino is a very good friend :D thank you for reading, I'll try to finish the sequel :)

[identity profile] hsiahsirafzi.livejournal.com 2015-06-02 11:50 am (UTC)(link)
What a nice story line. It is exciting when sho found out jun is pregnant. Cant wait for the last chapter. And yess i do want the sequel for this as i love sakumoto. Please post it i'll be really glad hehe

[identity profile] matsuaurore.livejournal.com 2015-06-02 12:17 pm (UTC)(link)
xD I have written 7 chapters but it's not over so, I'll try to finish it :) thank you for reading dear :D

[identity profile] mcfib29.livejournal.com 2015-06-02 12:05 pm (UTC)(link)
I did't wait for so long to read this chapter. Sho knows already Jun is pregnant, I can't wait for the last chapter. Yes, yes, yes a sequel please, I love Sakumoto so much lol.

BTW have fun in Turkey & enjoy the beautiful country :-)

[identity profile] matsuaurore.livejournal.com 2015-06-02 12:18 pm (UTC)(link)
xD I understand, they are great ne :) I'll do my best :) thank you for reading and I'll take many pictures of Turkey xD

[identity profile] ralatoindah.livejournal.com 2015-06-02 12:39 pm (UTC)(link)

He works for Gackt, omg!!! XDDD.
Nino is a great friend!!! I hope his "ojiichan" won't be too hard on him xD.
And finally Sho learns the truth!!!
Aaah, can't wait for the final chapter! (Final, already?) *sobs*


Ah, take care in Turkey! I hope you'll have a great trip!


Aaaannnddd, sequel pleaseee :3

Edited 2015-06-02 12:41 (UTC)

[identity profile] matsuaurore.livejournal.com 2015-06-02 02:55 pm (UTC)(link)
xD ohchan will be very kind with nino ;) yes, jun will work for gackt xD yes, already final chapter TT but I'll try to finish the sequel xD
thank you dear <3

[identity profile] shinigamiami.livejournal.com 2015-06-02 02:59 pm (UTC)(link)
Nino totally did it on purpose xD

SHO KNOWS!!!!! HALLELUJAH!

AND YES I AM INTERESTED IN A SEQUEL! VERY VERY SUPER DUPER INTERESTED!

[identity profile] matsuaurore.livejournal.com 2015-06-16 05:54 am (UTC)(link)
xD nino is very helpful, ne :D sho knows but how will he react? XD it's so complicated xD okay for the sequel then ;)
thank you for reading dear :D

[identity profile] raene-9.livejournal.com 2015-06-02 03:02 pm (UTC)(link)
i love your hubby here & his dad & bro were cool about him & Jun, so glad for that...OMG!!! Nino - you really are their savior, you're just lovely brat! hope ojisatoshi will not be so hard on you...now Sho knew that Jun is pregnant with their child hope he will not be mad at Jun for hiding it from him. Just hug him & promised him forever...excited for the last chap & yey! epilogue - can't wait to read it too!!! SM and their family (hope i'm right)...have fun & take care in Turkey! 😉

[identity profile] matsuaurore.livejournal.com 2015-06-16 05:56 am (UTC)(link)
xD nino is amazing, I love this brat xD and of course, ojisatoshi will punish him in a good way ;)
for their reactions, I can't tell you yet, you have to wait a bit xD thank you for reading dear :D and yes, I had fun in Turkey :D

[identity profile] su-ede.livejournal.com 2015-06-02 03:17 pm (UTC)(link)
OMG!!! You're killing me!
Thank god NIno opened his mouth, that's a good friend.
The end is close, but I'm so happy that you are working in the sequel! I feel like I own you one.

Enjoy Turquey! And eat that super cool ice cream they do.

[identity profile] matsuaurore.livejournal.com 2015-06-16 05:58 am (UTC)(link)
xD nino is so kind to think about jun and the baby and to not listening to our stubborn diva xD he did great xD I'll do my best with the sequel :) thank you for reading dear :D
and I had fun Turkey, thank you :D
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[personal profile] akhikaru 2015-06-02 11:43 pm (UTC)(link)
I know it wasn't a 'funny' part, but I laughed so much when Sho's brother did the cold water thing xD
Well, it seems Sho has learned his lesson... and I'm glad Nino told him ^^
Now it's up to Jun D:
Sequel sounds perfect, please do it! :D :D :D
Thanks for the update! Can't wait for the next one! >w<

PS: Have fun in your trip! :P
PS2: Totally unrelated, but have you heard about Maya lately? D: I wonder how she's doing... :/

[identity profile] matsuaurore.livejournal.com 2015-06-03 07:44 am (UTC)(link)
no I understand, I laughed too at this part xD poor sho, jun is so stubborn xD I'll do mmy best for the sequel xD
thank you so much dear and unfortunately, no, I don't know, she has stopped to go on lj, I don't know why, I hope she is just busy and she is fine :/

[identity profile] genickph.livejournal.com 2015-06-03 12:24 am (UTC)(link)
OMG!!!! this just broke my heart :( but i so love nino for interfering now sho knows yay!!! :) i cant wait for the next update and a super big YES to the sequel i love this fic so much i can never get tired of reading this over & over :)take care & thank you so much for adding me on your friendslist :) have fun travelling :)

[identity profile] matsuaurore.livejournal.com 2015-06-16 06:01 am (UTC)(link)
I'm glad you like this fic that much :D I'll do my best with the sequel :D you're welcome :D thank you for reading dear <3
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[personal profile] leiva21 2015-06-08 02:00 pm (UTC)(link)
Am I a bit late in wishing you to have fun in Turkey? (sorry for the late comment orz)
Ahhh Sho found out! Finally, after so much hinting by Nino! I wonder if he stays moping around without Nino's coaxing him to find Jun... Whatever it is I hope he'll convince Jun to come back to him. Jun needs him, he can't be stubborn forever because the baby (can you imagine how the baby will look like? he/she will be the cutest baby on earth hehe) needs the other father too.
Yes I love to read the sequel!
Thanks for this!

[identity profile] matsuaurore.livejournal.com 2015-06-16 06:03 am (UTC)(link)
xD it's never too late, thank you <3 I had lots of fun :D a baby sakumoto is obviously the cutest baby of the world xD he would be so.... DAMN CUTE!!! xD jun is so stubborn but maybe sho will convince him xD thank you for reading dear <3

ps: I saw you posted the parts 2 and 3 od baby, I met your genie, I'm impatient to read it :D

[identity profile] wjktl.livejournal.com 2015-06-10 10:00 am (UTC)(link)
Thanks nino for the info!!!
Finally....he knew it! He saw it! Yes Sho, your man is pregnant!!


Oh wow~ new ohmiya??? * screaming & dancing around* oh my ohmiya heart!!

[identity profile] matsuaurore.livejournal.com 2015-06-16 06:05 am (UTC)(link)
I'm working on so many fics lately xD the sequel won't be an ohmiya but I'm writing three new ohmiya that I want to finish before posting them, so, soon, you'll have one :D
nino is very helpful, ne :D thank you for reading dear :D

[identity profile] wjktl.livejournal.com 2015-06-16 08:11 am (UTC)(link)
3 new ohmiya???!!! Oh my!!! You just killed me dear!!!

[identity profile] matsuaurore.livejournal.com 2015-06-16 11:59 am (UTC)(link)
xD happy death, then xD

[identity profile] inaudible-d.livejournal.com 2015-06-15 03:48 pm (UTC)(link)

Nooooooo D: I neeed the last chapter so baaaddd now!


I love how Sho's family love him in their own ways. >.<

[identity profile] matsuaurore.livejournal.com 2015-06-16 06:06 am (UTC)(link)
xDDD I'll post it today xD
sho's family is great, ne :D thank you for reading dear :D

[identity profile] hoat-con.livejournal.com 2016-10-04 03:30 pm (UTC)(link)
Anyone can give me a explanation how Jun can pregnant while he is male?

[identity profile] matsuaurore.livejournal.com 2016-10-06 07:30 am (UTC)(link)
it's just one of the possibilities taht can happen in a fic ^^ of course in RL it's impossible but in a fic it's just a fantasy ^^ it's also impossible to have arashi dating each other but the fan can make it happen in the fic ^^ here, there isn't any explanation, it just happens ^^

[identity profile] hoat-con.livejournal.com 2016-10-06 02:28 pm (UTC)(link)
it just happens, I like you rep^^ Thank you.