matsuaurore | Lie to me (10/12)

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Lie to me (10/12)

Title: Lie to me
Author:

matsuaurore
Pairings: Ohmiya, Junba
Genre: Au, drama, romance, angst, psychology
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Nino is a doctor. His specialty? Finding the lies in the criminal's eyes and their behavior. Nobody can lie to him but one day, Nino discovers that maybe there is one person able to read him as an open book and can beat him on his specialty. Now, the game is starting, who will be the best liar?

Chapter 10:

I sat in front of Him and stared at him with cold eyes. What was he doing here? After all this time? Was he going to mess-up my life again?! For something I was trying to forget since 15 years.

"What do you want, Taisuke?"

"Aren't you the one who is meant to know everything about me, sensei? Or have you lost your ability, Nino?" Taisuke smirked. I bit my lip, trying to calm down and not to let him win.

"I thought you were dead." I shrugged, opening my file to read his crime.

I paled.

My heart stopped for some seconds.

"Memories are coming back, sensei? It's been a while, have you really thought you could escape to the truth?" Taisuke laughed in front of my blank face.

"Does Kazu know him?" Ohno asked when the man started to talk. Jun stayed silent and turning his head, the short man froze, seeing his friend's pale face. Jun's hands were shaking and his jaw was clenched, drop of sweat rolling down his temple. "Jun?"

"Sorry." Jun jumped, forcing a smile. "Yes. They know each other. In fact, we both know him, it's a childhood friend. Or, it was."

"Why does Kazu look so pale?" Ohno asked worriedly.

"This bastard is bringing painful memories. I don't know if Kazu will survive a second time." Jun whispered. Ohno turned his face toward the two men in the room. Nino was completely different than usually. His face was pale, his jaw was clenched and his confident voice had disappeared. Since when did he look so fragile? Ohno bit his lip nervously.

"So, Taisuke, you're here because you've made a murder." I said in a neutral voice.

"Maybe, maybe not." Taisuke chuckled.

"You should confess now, everything is against you."

"Are you impatient to finish this appointment, sen~sei?"

"I have my boyfriend waiting for me, so, yes."

"I have all my time, Kazunari." Taisuke smirked, crossing his arms on his chest.

"If you want." I sighed. "Alright. Let me read you the facts. Taisuke Yamaguchi, 33 years old. You're accused of the murder of Yuya Kawatsu, 40 years old. The victim was your boss in the company where you work. His body has been found two days ago in his office and the last person inside was you."

"You know how to read, Kazu." Taisuke laughed.

"Listen, we have found your finger's sprint in his office and there was nobody at this hour besides you, so, confess already."

"Hmmm. No. You are too quick, Kazu. You jump on these fake proves before searching more information’s. You haven't changed at all. It's like this day 15 years ago." Taisuke looked at me with a smile, though, his eyes were cold.

"I... Tell me more, then."

"I haven't killed him."

"Liar." I snapped.

"Are you sure, Kazunari?" I gulped when Taisuke stared at me intensively. "Are you sure like you were sure 15 years ago? Or are you trying to throw the fault on someone else again?"

"I never threw the fault on someone else!" I snapped.

"Really? Then, what have you done 15 years ago? What have you done this day, Ninomiya Kazunari?" Taisuke smirked.

"It wasn't..."

"Your fault? Oh yes, it was. Do I have to make you remember your crime?! Do I have to make you remember how you destroyed my life?"

"It was your crime, your responsibility!" I snapped.

"Are you sure of that?" I looked away, avoiding his eyes. Okay, maybe it wasn't but... Shit, why did I have to go through that again?! Just when I had decided to change my life.

"I know I've made mistakes but..."

"It's too late to apologize, Nino. You have to pay for your crime!"

"And how will you do?" I tried to smirk but was really scared.

"What happened 15 years ago is going to happen again and this time, I'll make you pay!"

"How, it's you the murderer, how would you make me pay?" Taisuke stood up and approached his mouth to my ear.

"Because I know everything about you. Nobody can lie to me." Taisuke laughed loudly. I stood up quickly and left the room. "What?! Are you running away again, Ninomiya Kazunari?!" Taisuke yelled as I was slamming the door.

"Kazu!" I heard Jun calling me and saw a lost Satoshi next to him but ignored them and ran away.

I ran a long time, trying to escape something that didn't exist. I wanted to disappear in a hole and not live that again. Soon, a typhoon hit Tokyo and I ended drenched, shivering because of the cold water. I finally reached the place which was haunting me for 15 years.

"So painful memories..." I whispered, touching the ground. I looked at the school in front of me, flashes of this scene coming back in my mind.

"Kazu!!!"

No no no. Not again!

"Kazu, please, help me!!!"

"Kazu!!!"

"Leave my head!!!" I screamed, tears rolling down my cheeks and mixing up with the rain.

"Please..." I sobbed, hugging my knees against me.

"Kazu!!!"

"No! Leave! Please!!! Why don't you leave?!" I cried.

"Kazu, it's me!"

"Jun?" I raised my crying face to see Jun and Satoshi running toward me.

"Kazu, God, what are you doing?!" Jun hugged me tightly.

"The screams... They don't want to leave my head!" I cried loudly against Jun's chest.

"I'm here. I'm here, don't cry, it's over." Jun whispered, rocking me in his arms.

"He is calling my name, he is here again!" I sobbed.

"No. He is gone, the voices are gone, I promise." Jun raised me in his arms under Satoshi's lost eyes. Soon, I closed my eyes, exhausted because of my tears.

When I opened my eyes, I was in my bed, a painful headache wining me. I stood up, hearing two voices from the living room and saw Jun and Satoshi talking on the sofa.

"What was that?"

"Something nobody knows except Kazu and I and...and three other persons." Jun whispered.

"Eh?"

"Listen, even if you are my friend and Kazu's boyfriend, there are things I can't tell you."

"And the man at the institute?"

"I'll tell them to give his case to another institute. Kazu is too fragile to solve this one."

"But..."

"You know, behind his bratty attitude and his arrogance, Kazu is fragile and needs his friends. All this personality is just a shell to hide his scars."

"His scars?"

"Life hasn't been very kind with him. He bears a lot of painful things on his shoulders and that's why this institute is so important for him. Because it's like his child, it's what helps him to stand up everyday."

"I see."

"Satoshi, Kazu went through hard things in his life and he needs someone he can trust, so, please, don't leave him. Take care of him even if you want to smack his head when he plays the arrogant brat."

"Okay." Ohno nodded seriously.

"He is a good guy, he didn't deserve what life imposed to him."

"Hun."

I sighed sadly. Even Satoshi would never understand my pain. How could I tell him I was just a shit who had killed someone? This relationship was driving us nowhere. How could you build something on lies? I had to break-up with Satoshi. If I didn't want to hurt someone one again. I laid on my bed and stared at the ceiling with empty eyes. Why was I always destroying every person who approached me?
I fell asleep again and woke up several hours later, feeling a bit better. Standing up, I left my bedroom to find something I would eat as Jun would have probably left me a dinner. A smile spread my lips when I saw a hamburger with a note in my fridge.

I'm always here for you my Kazu, don't forget we always need someone to share our pain with. Talk to Satoshi, he is very worried for you.

Love you,

Your J

Sappy diva, he was becoming like Masaki.

"Kazu?" I jumped, turning around to see Satoshi with a towel around his waist, drops of water still on his skin.

"What are you doing here?" I asked coldly.

"I... I wanted to stay with you. To be sure you were fine."

"You can leave. I'm okay." I turned toward my microwave to heat my plate when I felt two arms wrapping me from behind.

"Please, don't push me away again." I turned around to see he was almost crying and put my hand on his cheek.

"I'll just hurt you. I always hurt the persons I love." I whispered and realized the meaning of my words too late.

"I love you too." Ohno grinned, putting his forehead against mine. I closed my eyes, inhaling deeply.

"Satoshi, stop please. Leave before I can destroy you."

"No! I want to stay with you, to be here for you. You won't hurt me and if you aren't ready to tell me what happened to you, then, I'll wait." Satoshi said softly, stroking my cheek.

"What are you doing to me, Ohno Satoshi?" I pulled him in my embrace, refusing to let him go.

"Kazu, make love to me."

I caught his lips hungrily, tasting it and savoring their softness while I was pushing him toward my bedroom.

This night, we shared something too amazing to be described. I had never felt that before. We made love as if there was no tomorrow but at the same time, with lots of tenderness, ours hands linked, our mouths meeting for desperate kisses, our bodies forming one in a so perfect way.

And I understood I was just in love.

Because I couldn't hide this truth anymore. I was in love with Satoshi.

"I love you." I whispered, looking at Satoshi as I was thrusting deeply and slowly inside him. Satoshi grinned, cupping my face to bring our lips together.

"Me too."

We fell asleep with Satoshi in my arms, our legs tangled as if it was the most natural thing of the world.
I woke up with Satoshi hugging me from behind and kissing my nape.

"Hey."

"Hello." I turned around to kiss him softly.

"How do you feel?"

"Better. Thank you." I pecked his nose before hugging him. I wasn't used to show my feelings like that but it felt good with Satoshi.

"Want to spend the day in bed?" Satoshi asked.

"No. I still have Taisuke's case to resolve. He hasn't told the truth yet."

"I can take it if it's too much for you." Ohno said softly.

"No. I have to do it myself if I want to live peacefully with you." I said in a serious tone.

Yes, I was ready to resolve this case and forget the past to build a new life.

To be continued...

A/N: So, not many answers in this chapter but I promise you’ll understand a bit more in the next one ^^ our dear Ohmiya really acts like a couple and Ohchan seems ready to help his Kazu no matter what J
Honestly, the end of this fic is giving me some problems as lots of readers would like a chapter where Ohchan tops Kazu. The problem is that I have never written Ohchan on top because for me (and as he has already said in their TV shows), he is a DoM. That’s why for me, when I see the Arashi dominating him so easily, I just can’t see him as a leader in bed xD Luckily, as Nino is a bit girly sometimes and as Ohchan can get what he wants if he really wants it (he is pretty scaring when he is angry or when Nino annoys him xD), maybe I could make an exception for once and write a NC-17 with Ohchan on top ^^ I don’t know if my mind will be able to do it and if I’ll be good at that as Ohchan never tops in my fics but if you really wish to see him as a seme, I promise I’ll try to write you that. So, I have to stop with my boring blabbering and see you soon for the next chapter J

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That was so intense and sweet in the same time! That bastard Taisuke... why did he have to come now and make Nino feel that terrible again?! *frowns* But maybe it's the key to set him free from the past... I have so many questions and I hope to find the answers in the chapters to follow...
Seeing Nino this fragile helped Ohno to realise there is a lot more between the lines...
And... finally admiting that they love each other! *claps hands happily* The whole scene was so romantic! <3
I can't wait to read the next one! ;)

Thanks for sharing dear! :)

yeah, these two baka finally confessed, it was time xD taisuke is going to mess a lot >< you'll find the answers soon, I promise :) thank you for reading and commenting dear :)

Bouh.. Je n'ai pas eu d'avant première mais, c'est poignant de voir notre Kazu aussi démuni.. Et un Satoshi ne sachant pas vraiment comment s'y prendre pour emporter au loin sa peine.. Alors il lui montre combien il l'aime.
Je le relirai tranquillement en rentrant et le commenterai mieux :3
Xoxo

oui gomen, je l'ai fini hier soir et tant qu'à faire, je l'ai posté car je reprends les cours la semaine prochaine et ça me fera moins de temps pour poster TT
no soucy, merci pour le com :)

Après une re-lecture j'ai envie de les câliner.. Tant de cruauté !
Nino est dans une phase assez compliqué.. On ne sait pas tout et j'espère que ça s'éclairera doucement pour nous et Oh-chan.. Surtout qu'il a décidé de soutenir Nino peu importe son passé. Leur relation évolue très bien, ils ont passé le cap des "Je t'aime" Nyaaa !! Il ne faut pas que ça parte en cacahuète..
N'empêche c'est Nino 'énigme en ce moment mais, j'ai l'impression que l'on ne sait toujours rien d'Oh-chan (au delà de son passé de trahison amoureuse), après tout on ne sait pas pourquoi il a voulu travailler pour Nino ni même comment il a pu être attiré.. Je me méfie trop xD

J'ai hâte de découvrir Oh-chan au dessus, c'est comme un miracle ;o;

XD à mon avis vous allez détester le chap suivant qui est bien cruel xD eh bien comme avait dit Ohchan au début, suite à ses problèmes personnels, Nino était le seul apte à le comprendre et à être sincère avec lui donc pas étonnant qu'il se soit accroché pour bosser avec lui xD eh eh le passé de Nino va foutre un beau bordel xD et va lui coûter cher :(

Arg.. En plus l'autre psychopathe a dit qu'il allait le détruire.. Il suffi qu'il s'en prenne a Oh'chan..
Ou peut-être que leur passé sont en quelque sorte lié ?
Nino peut aussi tout gâché.. Ou bien Oh'chan.. Mais pourquoi ? FUCK ! Il y a tellement de possibilités..

;______________;

(J’adore lorsqu'ils sont torturé xD)

Eh eh, tant de questions auxquelles je répondrai pas xD tu verras dans le prochain chap xD si je peux le poster aujourd'hui xD

Danm it ! Ce n'est vraiment pas gentil.. (Vengeance ?)
Oh oui aujourd'hui *ç* !!

posté, va voir, tu sauras quasi tout xD

Je vais aller voir ça *ç*
Je me fais mon goûté d'abord.. Le meilleur moment de la journée ! (surtout quand tu ne manges pas le midi xD)
Et puis le 1er com' est pris ;___;

ouais elle a été super rapide xD
bon goûter xD

ouh...thank God nino realized he is in love with satoshi. i hope he can solve his problem together with jun and satoshi's help.

and dear...thanks for considering about putting ohno as seme...but if you find it too hard for you, you can just leave it...after all its about your feelings ne... you always see nino as seme and me...ohno always seme. huhu~~

yes, nino had to admit his feelings even if his pride didn't want to xD
to be honest, I write nino as seme only with ohchan, he is on bottom with the others in my fics xD I think I can mange to put ohchan on top but it will only be with nino, never with the others xD and I'm happy to write something the readers want, so, as I can do it, I'll write the last NC-17 with ohchan on top ;)
thank you for reading and commenting :)

Ah man!!!
This Taisuke ¬¬ I'm curious... what exactly happened there... hmmm... :/
Ohmiya is so sweet :3 Nino said he loves Ohno, yay~ ^^
I can't wait for the next one! :D
Thanks for the update~

Ohno on top? ¬w¬ That'd be interesting :P

yes, ohmiya was very sweet before everything turns bad in the next chapters :P
well, ohchan on top is really hard for me but after all, nino is sometimes a bit girly and ohchan can obtain what he wants from him sometimes so, why not? let's try it xD thank you for reading and commenting :)

T-turn bad!!! :O
Oh my...!
Can't wait to read that! :D

XD you know my fics now, I always torture my characters when they are happy xD My S side is big with Arashi xDD

Oh, I really liked this chapter. Just more questions revealed now. I think you could write an excellent scene of Ohno topping. To me I see Ohno as the one topping all or most of the time. The way he can move his hips on stage.....well, l can't see anyone not wanting to be on the receiving end of that. Lol. Nino in your story seems very controlling when it comes to his life.....I would think letting go of that control would be an ultimate freedom. Besides.....didn't Jun say he liked to bottom? Yes, please give it a writing try. : )

ohchan moves his hips in a way.... ** my god, I dream to be in his bed xDDD I think I can manage to put ohchan on top for once but it will only be with nino because I can't see ohchan topping thie others at all xD it will be weird to write ohchan on top after two years of writing him on bottom xD
thank you for reading and commenting :)

Firstly, it was amazing to see Nino finally confessing his true feelings and they making love with all their hearts.
Also, being DoM doesn't mean you'll never top. Even in BDSM there are masters who reward them by letting then top for once. I'd love to see that.

oh, don't worry I know even in BDSM, slave can be allowed to top, it's just that ohchan is so easy to control, mostly with jun that it's hard for me to think about him as a top xD but I'll try to put him as seme, I promise :) thank you for reading and commenting :)

oh i just love Ohno topping. In my fics he alwas ends up totally opposite and being the DoS hahaha. Even though he already said in real life that he's a DOM. Hahaha

Very interesting, I'm looking forward so much to the last two chapters

yes, that's why I can't read your yama because ohchan tops sho and for my poor mind, it's just impossible xD but with nino, I think I can make it, nino is a bit girly after all and ohchan knows how to make him give up xD
thank you for reading and commenting :)

Ohmiya is great in this chapter! Nino really is in need of his support.
When it's Ohmiya I don't know why I always imagine Ohno topping but I don't exactly have preference though...

xD nino has finally let his shell fall a bit, it's a good thing :)
most of LJ's writers put ohchan on top when they write ohmiya, I don't know why but they really like him as the dominant one unlike me who always write him as the sub xD anyway, I'll try to write him as seme because almost everybody wants him as seme and I think without readers, they wouldn't have fics so, I'm happy to please people by writing him on top but it will be only with nino xD never with the others, it would be too much for my poor mind xD
thank you for reading and commenting :)

ohmiya's so lovely in this chapter (///u///)
ohchan must help kazu to heal his scars >.<
you'll make ohchan on top right??? *puppy eyes*
I can't wait for that,i love it when ohchan on top lol XDD

anyway i miss you >.<
i'm so busy with RL lately,so i can't put the comment for this chapter and previous too :(
but i'm always reading your fic

thank you for keep updating, i love you~

ohmiya can be so cute :)
xD as I said, I'm trying but things are turning bad in the chapter 11 so, I don't know if they will be able to make love ever again xDDD
don't worry, I'm glad to took some time to comment despite being busy :) thank you for reading and commenting dear :)

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