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When will you notice me? (2/4)
Title: When will you notice me?
Author: MatsuAurore
Pairing: Sakumoto, Ohmiya (slight)
Rating: R
Genre: Drama, romance, angst, fluff
Disclaimer: Girls, they are already naked on my bed... In my dreams xD
Summary: The first time I met him, I immediatly fell in love with him. The first time I saw him, I understood he would become the most important part of my life. But what I didn't expect was his strong and free personality. When will you stop this game and will notice my deep feelings for you?
Part 2:
Jun's pov:
One week. Sho didn't talk to me for one week. It killed me, I was crying every night in my bed, hugging my pillow as if it was him. I had to do something because Sho was someone very stubborn and if I didn't try to fix things between us, we would end like two strangers. And I refused this idea!
"Sakurai-san..." I tried while he was reading his book. Sho didn't raise his eyes and left without a word. Tears filled my eyes. My heart was aching as if someone had sank a knife in my chest.
I stopped to sleep. I just couldn't close my eyes and was sleeping one or two hours per day. I lost weight. I wasn't someone very fat but now, my bones were visible when I was naked in my bathroom. This story was killing me inside, like a cancer eating slowly your body.
"Jun-kun, are you all right, you look exhausted and sick?" Ohno asked worriedly while we were repeating our choregraphy. I took off my shirt, but regretted it at the moment my friend's eyes widened.
"What?" I asked.
"Jun, you're too thin, have you seen yourself in a mirror recently?" Aiba frowned.
"I'm not hungry, that's all." Well, I was very very thin, they were right. Sho looked away when my eyes met his but he seemed angry and worried at the same time.
"Shall we start?" Sho mumbled. We nodded but I slipped on the ground, my body shaking as I had none energy.
"Jun-kun, are you all right?!" Nino helped me to stand up.
"Yes, I'm perfectly well, I..." My vision blurred and I fell on the ground under my friends screams.
When I opened my eyes I was in a bed.
"He is too exhausted. He doesn't eat well and needs to sleep. Try to make him eat and sleep if you don't want I bring him in a clinic." I heard a doctor said.
"Thank you sensei."
I groaned. Was I dreaming? Did I faint? Shit!
"Jun, don't move!" Aiba prevented me to move with both hands.
"The practice, I have to..."
"Shut up idiot!" Sho's angry voice made us jump.
"Sho-chan..." Aiba protested.
"Do you realize how dangerous it was to stay like that?! You could have died!" Sho snapped.
"But..."
"You have to sleep and eat and I don't want to hear any protestations from you!" Sho cut me off. I nodded and closed my eyes.
"You're too mean with him, Sho." Ohno whispered.
"I don't care." Sho replied.
I don't know how long I stayed asleep but when I woke up, my friends had left except Sho who was sleeping, his face on my bed, holding my hand. I stroked his cheek with my finger, shivering at how soft his skin was. Yes. I was really in love with him. He was so beautiful like that, his closed eyes, his calm baby face...
"Jun?" I pulled away when Sho opened his eyes.
"Hi..." I lowered my head.
"Do you feel better?"
"Yes. Thank you."
"Look at me." Sho ordered. I raised my face, blinking when I saw tears in his eyes.
"Sakurai-san?"
"I'm sorry for my horrible behavior, Jun. I... I acted like an asshole with you but when I saw you so thin and exhausted and when you fainted, I..." Sho stopped, wiping his tears away. "I'm so sorry, Jun. I died when you fell on the ground. I thought I had lost you..."
"I'm the one who should apology, I acted stupidly by sleeping with this woman."
"Nino was right, you do what you want but to be honest, I wasn't angry at you but at myself. I was so angry for acting like I did because it pushed you in someone else's arms and I just can't stand it!"
"What do you mean?" I frowned.
"Jun, why do you think I was furious when Aiba kissed you?" Sho smirked despite his red cheeks.
"I..." I blinked. Did it mean... Does it mean Sho was...
"You understand now?"
"But why didn't you tell me?"
"Because I'm too stubborn and I couldn't admit I can love a guy."
"We are the same in that case." I chuckled. Sho smiled softly and stroked my cheek.
"Does it bother you if we replace your last kiss with a man by mine?" Sho wrapped my nape and brought our lips together. I moaned and parted my mouth to let him lead the kiss. Sho was so soft yet I could see his love in every movement of his tongue. He was the best kisser I've ever tried. Without realizing it, I made him climb on the bed and soon, we were devouring each other's mouth hungrily, stroking our bodies softly. It was so much better than with Aiba! Sho kissed the corner of my mouth, sucking my moles, kissing my jaw to my neck, stealing me a loud moan as he was touching the most sensitive part of my body. I sink my nails in his butt, starting to move my hips to get an amazing friction against his own groin.
"You're hard." Sho whispered between our lips with a proud smile. I blushed and looked away, ashamed. "Don't be ashamed, I'm the same." Sho smiled tenderly, stroking his hard length against my leg. I gasped in surprise and attacked his lips once more time. Naturally, our clothes disappeared, Sho throwing it in the room elsewhere.
"You're so beautiful, Ma-chan." Sho whispered, looking at my thin naked body. "But too thin."
"You too." I blushed.
"Can you be mine?" I nodded frantically. Yes, for him I would do anything. "Then, I'll take your virginity too." Sho snapped, jealousy appearing on his face. I chuckled.
"You know I did it with her but wished it would have been you." I whispered.
"I love you, Jun." I smiled happily, catching his full pink mouth hungrily.
"Have you ever done..."
"No. My first time too but I'm glad it's with you." Sho blushed cutely and took something in his pocket. I shivered when I saw the bottle of lub in his hand with some condoms.
"I'm clean, I used protections with her and I guess you are clean too." I mumbled.
"It doesn't bother you if I come inside you?" Sho asked worriedly.
"I want to feel you completely, Sho-chan." Sho grinned widely and attacked my mouth with passion, stroking my body every where. I was moaning endlessly under his soft caresses, brushing our hard members with impatience. Sho was so soft with me that it surprised me.
"I want our first time to be unforgettable." Sho said as if he had read my thoughts. Our kisses started again and soon, I felt two fingers inside me. I gasped. It wasn't painful, more strange. Sho was very soft and did it perfectly, pushing inside me slowly and waiting for me to be used to this intrusion. A scream left my throat when Sho's warm mouth swallowed my member.
"Sho!!!" I screamed.
"Let me hear your beautiful voice, Jun!" Sho smiled, sucking me deeply. My fingers gripped his hair, my hips moving up to meet his throat while he was still fucking me with his fingers.
"Sho... I'm coming!!!" I moaned.
"Come baby, come for me. Let me taste you." Sho whispered. I exploded in his mouth with a loud moan, feeling him swallowing my cum with delight. Gosh, he was just amazing. "Look how good you are." Sho said, kissing me, making me taste myself. It was enough to make me hard again when I saw some cum on the corner of his mouth. I licked it and kissed him roughly, stroking our bodies together.
"Take me, Sho."
With a smile, my boyfriend (if I could call him like that) pulled away and I felt his hard member against my intimity. I screamed in pain when he entered me. He was so big, stretching me for the first time. Seeing the tears on my cheeks, Sho tried to pull away but I was faster and wrapping my legs around him, pushed on his butt with with my heels. I gasped, Sho invading me completely. My lover laid kisses on my face, waiting for me to be ready though, I was dying with impatience to wait for him to move.
"You're so tight, so amazing, Jun." Sho whispered.
"And you so big." I chuckled. Sho started to move. It was slow and clumsy at the beginning but so soft and Oh My God, so incredible! I literally screamed in pleasure when he brushed something very sensitive, making my body tremble and shiver.
"I've found it." Sho kept attacking my spot, our hips moving slowly in a perfect sync, our mouths never leaving each other. Gosh, it was amazing.
"Faster, Sho!" I implored. My boyfriend smiled and moved quickly, hitting my secret spot every time and driving me crazy. I was scratching his sloppy shoulders, grabbing his butt to make him thrust harder and faster, insanities leaving my throat as I was unable to think properly.
"Fuck, Sho, make me come!" I yelled. Sho chuckled and took my painfully hard length to pump it quickly. I came with a glutural groan, tightening around him and bringing him over the edge. I blinked when his seed invaded me but smiled happily. Sho kept moving a few times before stopping, sweat rolling down his temples.
"How do you feel?"
"I want to stay like that forever. It was wonderful, Sho." I buried my face in his neck, my lover still inside me.
"You were amazing Jun. I can't believe you're finally mine." His breath tickled my ear.
"Ne, Sho?"
"Hun?"
"Was it... Ano... Just for fun or you..." I lowered my eyes, blushing in shame.
"I think you haven't understood something, Jun." Sho took my chin to raise my face. "You are mine and only mine. Don't you dare doing that with someone else or kissing another person than me!" I looked at him with wide eyes, getting a tenderly smile on his lips. Sho kissed me softly and I buried my face in his neck once more time.
"I love you too." I whispered.
"Ready for another round?" I laughed happily and nodded.
We fell asleep in each other's arms, Sho hugging me tightly against him. I never had felt so happy in my life!
A kiss made me open my eyes and I saw my lover smiling and kissing my skin.
"Good morning sleeping beauty."
"Hello." I yawned stretching my arms before sticking my body in his arms.
"Are you okay?"
"I feel amazing, Sho-chan. I've loved it." Sho grinned happily, closing his eyes and hugging me back possessively.
"OHAYOU JUNJUN!!" We screamed in fear when my door slammed open, showing an exciting Aiba with Ohno and Nino next to him. They screamed when they saw us naked, me in Sho's arms while the sheets were only covering our feet.
"OH MY GOD!!" Nino and Aiba screamed.
"I thought Jun-kun was weak but he seems well." Nino smirked.
"GET OUT, IDIOTS!" Sho yelled with a terrifing voice, throwing a pillow in their direction and covering my naked body quickly.
"They could have knocked." I laughed despite my embarrassment.
"They'll pay for that!" Sho growled.
"Sho, it's nothing, we weren't making love." I smiled.
"They saw you and nobody is allowed to see you naked, only me." Sho tightened his grip around my waist possessively.
"They see my body every day in the showers." I chuckled.
"That's why you won't take any showers with them now."
"Sho, it's only a naked body, they don't touch me, no need to be jealous." I sighed.
"It's not only a naked body, it's mine!"
"Sho, stop this silly jealousy, I love you you and only you can touch me like yesterday night." I blushed.
"I hope so." Sho groaned and caught my mouth with despair, ready to make love to me again, but I didn't complain, my lover was just amazing in bed.
"Sakurai, Matsumoto, leave this bedroom before we enter it now! Stop fucking like two rabbits!" Nino yelled, hitting the door.
"Fuck, I hate this brat!" Sho growled. I laughed and stood up, walking to the bathroom as naked as a new baby born. I sighed when the water touched my sore body. Sho didn't hurt me but it was my first time and I wasn't used to the act and my butt burnt. Plus, I was tired. I jumped, feeling two arms wrapping me from behind, a mouth kissing my neck.
"Sho?"
"I missed you." Sho whispered, sucking my earlobe.
"We have to go." I protested.
"Let's stay like that a bit more." I smiled and laid my head against his shoulder, my boyfriend tightening his hug around me. I turned my face to look at him but Sho caught my lips before I could react. I moaned, my hand traveling on his cheek to kiss his neck. It was soft yet, so full of feelings. Our feelings. It made me shiver in happiness, wishing we could stay like that forever. Me in his arms, Sho hugging and kissing me while the hot water was falling on our naked bodies.
"We have to go." I sighed in regret when we pulled away, breathless.
"Hun." Sho hummed, his nose in my neck.
"Sho?"
"Hai..." Sho sighed and after a last kiss, released me. I chuckled and pecked his cheek before leaving the bathroom, a towel around my waist.
"You must eat more Ma-chan." Sho groaned when he entered the bedroom where I was in boxer.
"Sorry. You know, it's because of the situation between us... I... I couldn't sleep and eat properly." I whispered.
"I'm sorry. I'm so sorry, Ma-chan." Sho stroked my cheek before burying his face in my hair, inhaling my scent. "You smell so good, Ma-chan."
"I like when you call me like that." I whispered, my hand traveling from his nape to his head, enjoying the soft hair between my fingers.
"Ma-chan..." Sho kissed my skin before releasing me when Nino's voice yelled again. "Eat more baby." Sho pecked my pouty lips and we left together, his arm wrapping my waist.
"You finally fucked!" Nino smirked as we where sitting on the sofa of the green room, me on Sho's lap, my face in his neck. Sho smelt so good that I would be able to stay like that the whole day.
"Shut up Nino." Sho replied, stroking my hip.
"Jun was so annoying always talking about you and staring at you as if you were the most perfect thing of Japan."
"Kazu!" I blushed deeply, hearing a chuckle from my boyfriend.
"I'm glad to know that." Sho took my chin to kiss me lovingly, our tongues meeting for a long ballet. "Love you." Sho whispered between our lips.
"Me too." I smiled.
"So sappy." Nino groaned.
"Don't be so nasty Kazu." Ohno chuckled.
"Satoshi!" Nino pouted.
The recording of our songs was very long, Sho was staying next to me, holding my hand with a smile while we were singing happily. I felt so good to feel Sho's hand holding mine.
Time passed and our relationship grew too. We were sleeping almost every night together at my house our his, our parents believing we were only to inseparable best friends. I left Sho working for his exam of Keio but the night, when every body was asleep, we were making love with passion, two or three times per night. We needed it. To show our deep love and to feel good. I was crazy about Sho. My love for him was growing every day and losing him became my worst fear. I wouldn't be able to live without him. Without his voice in my ear, his strokes on my body, his deep kisses, his words of love and his body against mine. He was my half.
One day, we had our first biggest fight. While we were recording a TV show, the guest flirted with Sho and tried to seduce him, stroking her body against his. But what got me angry was the fact Sho didn't push her away and allowed her to continue. I was hurt. It hurt!
"So, Matsumoto-kun, what do you think about Sakurai-kun?" Caster asked.
"Ano..." I frowned when the guest smirked, touching Sho's body and looking at me with an evil smile. I lost my mind and made a mistake. "My beloved Sho-kun, I'm really sorry to the fans but I can't give Sho-kun to anyone. If everyone don't mind, I'm a fan of Sho-kun. " I blushed. Everybody stared at me with wide eyes.
"Jun-kun likes to joke." Sho mumbled, trying to hide his red cheeks.
"Have you lost your mind?!" Sho yelled when we entered the green room.
"I'm sorry." I lowered my head, knowing I had been too far this time.
"Do you realize how dangerous it was to say that?! And if everybody discovered the truth about us?! It would sign the end of Arashi, idiot!!" Sho shouted even louder. Tears started to roll down my cheeks. Even if he was right, his words were hurting me so much.
"Stop trying to make me feel guilty with your silly tears, Jun. You're not 7 years old!"
"I'm sorry." I whispered but anger started to invade my heart.
"You're too mean, Sho, it wasn't a big deal, just some fan service." Nino protested.
"Shut up, I'm talking to my boyfriend!" Sho snapped.
"You're just ashamed of me." I sobbed.
"Stop with your silly ideas!"
"And why do you think I said that?" I yelled, making my lover blink in surprise. "What did you expect when I saw you flirting with this whore just in front of MY eyes?! You hurt me, Sho! I felt as if I wasn't anything for you, as if you were ashamed of me! So don't try to bring the whole fault on me!" I shouted. My friends looked at me with wide eyes, too shocked to say something. I took my bag and walked toward the door. "And I'm not an idiot, Sakurai!!" I slammed the door behind me angrily.
"He is right, you also went too far." Ohno said softly.
"You hurt him fucking idiot, I won't forgive you for that!" Nino yelled and left the room.
"But..."
"Are you really ashamed of him?" Aiba asked.
"No of course not! I just... I don't even care if the fans discover the truth but I'm afraid my parents discover it because it would mean the end of our relationship and I can't lose Jun, I love him too much." Sho whispered.
"I understand but no need to flirt with an actress to prove to your parents that you are straigth."
"You should go after him." Aiba smiled.
"Thank you." Sho stood up and left the Jimushou, running like he never did.
He had to apology, he couldn't lose him like that! Jun meant more than anything to hin, even more than his own life! Sho looked for him in his house but his mother said he wasn't there and after lots of hours at looking for him, Sho realized he didn't know where to find him, he had disappeared. The young boy ran again, tears rolling down his cheeks.
"Where are you Jun?" Sho cried.
To be continued...
A/N: XDDD I'm sorry for how things turned but I just wanted to includ the part when Jun "confessed" in front of the cameras xD I think Sho was very embarrassed xDDD Hope you liked it a bit ^^ comments are <3
Author: MatsuAurore
Pairing: Sakumoto, Ohmiya (slight)
Rating: R
Genre: Drama, romance, angst, fluff
Disclaimer: Girls, they are already naked on my bed... In my dreams xD
Summary: The first time I met him, I immediatly fell in love with him. The first time I saw him, I understood he would become the most important part of my life. But what I didn't expect was his strong and free personality. When will you stop this game and will notice my deep feelings for you?
Part 2:
Jun's pov:
One week. Sho didn't talk to me for one week. It killed me, I was crying every night in my bed, hugging my pillow as if it was him. I had to do something because Sho was someone very stubborn and if I didn't try to fix things between us, we would end like two strangers. And I refused this idea!
"Sakurai-san..." I tried while he was reading his book. Sho didn't raise his eyes and left without a word. Tears filled my eyes. My heart was aching as if someone had sank a knife in my chest.
I stopped to sleep. I just couldn't close my eyes and was sleeping one or two hours per day. I lost weight. I wasn't someone very fat but now, my bones were visible when I was naked in my bathroom. This story was killing me inside, like a cancer eating slowly your body.
"Jun-kun, are you all right, you look exhausted and sick?" Ohno asked worriedly while we were repeating our choregraphy. I took off my shirt, but regretted it at the moment my friend's eyes widened.
"What?" I asked.
"Jun, you're too thin, have you seen yourself in a mirror recently?" Aiba frowned.
"I'm not hungry, that's all." Well, I was very very thin, they were right. Sho looked away when my eyes met his but he seemed angry and worried at the same time.
"Shall we start?" Sho mumbled. We nodded but I slipped on the ground, my body shaking as I had none energy.
"Jun-kun, are you all right?!" Nino helped me to stand up.
"Yes, I'm perfectly well, I..." My vision blurred and I fell on the ground under my friends screams.
When I opened my eyes I was in a bed.
"He is too exhausted. He doesn't eat well and needs to sleep. Try to make him eat and sleep if you don't want I bring him in a clinic." I heard a doctor said.
"Thank you sensei."
I groaned. Was I dreaming? Did I faint? Shit!
"Jun, don't move!" Aiba prevented me to move with both hands.
"The practice, I have to..."
"Shut up idiot!" Sho's angry voice made us jump.
"Sho-chan..." Aiba protested.
"Do you realize how dangerous it was to stay like that?! You could have died!" Sho snapped.
"But..."
"You have to sleep and eat and I don't want to hear any protestations from you!" Sho cut me off. I nodded and closed my eyes.
"You're too mean with him, Sho." Ohno whispered.
"I don't care." Sho replied.
I don't know how long I stayed asleep but when I woke up, my friends had left except Sho who was sleeping, his face on my bed, holding my hand. I stroked his cheek with my finger, shivering at how soft his skin was. Yes. I was really in love with him. He was so beautiful like that, his closed eyes, his calm baby face...
"Jun?" I pulled away when Sho opened his eyes.
"Hi..." I lowered my head.
"Do you feel better?"
"Yes. Thank you."
"Look at me." Sho ordered. I raised my face, blinking when I saw tears in his eyes.
"Sakurai-san?"
"I'm sorry for my horrible behavior, Jun. I... I acted like an asshole with you but when I saw you so thin and exhausted and when you fainted, I..." Sho stopped, wiping his tears away. "I'm so sorry, Jun. I died when you fell on the ground. I thought I had lost you..."
"I'm the one who should apology, I acted stupidly by sleeping with this woman."
"Nino was right, you do what you want but to be honest, I wasn't angry at you but at myself. I was so angry for acting like I did because it pushed you in someone else's arms and I just can't stand it!"
"What do you mean?" I frowned.
"Jun, why do you think I was furious when Aiba kissed you?" Sho smirked despite his red cheeks.
"I..." I blinked. Did it mean... Does it mean Sho was...
"You understand now?"
"But why didn't you tell me?"
"Because I'm too stubborn and I couldn't admit I can love a guy."
"We are the same in that case." I chuckled. Sho smiled softly and stroked my cheek.
"Does it bother you if we replace your last kiss with a man by mine?" Sho wrapped my nape and brought our lips together. I moaned and parted my mouth to let him lead the kiss. Sho was so soft yet I could see his love in every movement of his tongue. He was the best kisser I've ever tried. Without realizing it, I made him climb on the bed and soon, we were devouring each other's mouth hungrily, stroking our bodies softly. It was so much better than with Aiba! Sho kissed the corner of my mouth, sucking my moles, kissing my jaw to my neck, stealing me a loud moan as he was touching the most sensitive part of my body. I sink my nails in his butt, starting to move my hips to get an amazing friction against his own groin.
"You're hard." Sho whispered between our lips with a proud smile. I blushed and looked away, ashamed. "Don't be ashamed, I'm the same." Sho smiled tenderly, stroking his hard length against my leg. I gasped in surprise and attacked his lips once more time. Naturally, our clothes disappeared, Sho throwing it in the room elsewhere.
"You're so beautiful, Ma-chan." Sho whispered, looking at my thin naked body. "But too thin."
"You too." I blushed.
"Can you be mine?" I nodded frantically. Yes, for him I would do anything. "Then, I'll take your virginity too." Sho snapped, jealousy appearing on his face. I chuckled.
"You know I did it with her but wished it would have been you." I whispered.
"I love you, Jun." I smiled happily, catching his full pink mouth hungrily.
"Have you ever done..."
"No. My first time too but I'm glad it's with you." Sho blushed cutely and took something in his pocket. I shivered when I saw the bottle of lub in his hand with some condoms.
"I'm clean, I used protections with her and I guess you are clean too." I mumbled.
"It doesn't bother you if I come inside you?" Sho asked worriedly.
"I want to feel you completely, Sho-chan." Sho grinned widely and attacked my mouth with passion, stroking my body every where. I was moaning endlessly under his soft caresses, brushing our hard members with impatience. Sho was so soft with me that it surprised me.
"I want our first time to be unforgettable." Sho said as if he had read my thoughts. Our kisses started again and soon, I felt two fingers inside me. I gasped. It wasn't painful, more strange. Sho was very soft and did it perfectly, pushing inside me slowly and waiting for me to be used to this intrusion. A scream left my throat when Sho's warm mouth swallowed my member.
"Sho!!!" I screamed.
"Let me hear your beautiful voice, Jun!" Sho smiled, sucking me deeply. My fingers gripped his hair, my hips moving up to meet his throat while he was still fucking me with his fingers.
"Sho... I'm coming!!!" I moaned.
"Come baby, come for me. Let me taste you." Sho whispered. I exploded in his mouth with a loud moan, feeling him swallowing my cum with delight. Gosh, he was just amazing. "Look how good you are." Sho said, kissing me, making me taste myself. It was enough to make me hard again when I saw some cum on the corner of his mouth. I licked it and kissed him roughly, stroking our bodies together.
"Take me, Sho."
With a smile, my boyfriend (if I could call him like that) pulled away and I felt his hard member against my intimity. I screamed in pain when he entered me. He was so big, stretching me for the first time. Seeing the tears on my cheeks, Sho tried to pull away but I was faster and wrapping my legs around him, pushed on his butt with with my heels. I gasped, Sho invading me completely. My lover laid kisses on my face, waiting for me to be ready though, I was dying with impatience to wait for him to move.
"You're so tight, so amazing, Jun." Sho whispered.
"And you so big." I chuckled. Sho started to move. It was slow and clumsy at the beginning but so soft and Oh My God, so incredible! I literally screamed in pleasure when he brushed something very sensitive, making my body tremble and shiver.
"I've found it." Sho kept attacking my spot, our hips moving slowly in a perfect sync, our mouths never leaving each other. Gosh, it was amazing.
"Faster, Sho!" I implored. My boyfriend smiled and moved quickly, hitting my secret spot every time and driving me crazy. I was scratching his sloppy shoulders, grabbing his butt to make him thrust harder and faster, insanities leaving my throat as I was unable to think properly.
"Fuck, Sho, make me come!" I yelled. Sho chuckled and took my painfully hard length to pump it quickly. I came with a glutural groan, tightening around him and bringing him over the edge. I blinked when his seed invaded me but smiled happily. Sho kept moving a few times before stopping, sweat rolling down his temples.
"How do you feel?"
"I want to stay like that forever. It was wonderful, Sho." I buried my face in his neck, my lover still inside me.
"You were amazing Jun. I can't believe you're finally mine." His breath tickled my ear.
"Ne, Sho?"
"Hun?"
"Was it... Ano... Just for fun or you..." I lowered my eyes, blushing in shame.
"I think you haven't understood something, Jun." Sho took my chin to raise my face. "You are mine and only mine. Don't you dare doing that with someone else or kissing another person than me!" I looked at him with wide eyes, getting a tenderly smile on his lips. Sho kissed me softly and I buried my face in his neck once more time.
"I love you too." I whispered.
"Ready for another round?" I laughed happily and nodded.
We fell asleep in each other's arms, Sho hugging me tightly against him. I never had felt so happy in my life!
A kiss made me open my eyes and I saw my lover smiling and kissing my skin.
"Good morning sleeping beauty."
"Hello." I yawned stretching my arms before sticking my body in his arms.
"Are you okay?"
"I feel amazing, Sho-chan. I've loved it." Sho grinned happily, closing his eyes and hugging me back possessively.
"OHAYOU JUNJUN!!" We screamed in fear when my door slammed open, showing an exciting Aiba with Ohno and Nino next to him. They screamed when they saw us naked, me in Sho's arms while the sheets were only covering our feet.
"OH MY GOD!!" Nino and Aiba screamed.
"I thought Jun-kun was weak but he seems well." Nino smirked.
"GET OUT, IDIOTS!" Sho yelled with a terrifing voice, throwing a pillow in their direction and covering my naked body quickly.
"They could have knocked." I laughed despite my embarrassment.
"They'll pay for that!" Sho growled.
"Sho, it's nothing, we weren't making love." I smiled.
"They saw you and nobody is allowed to see you naked, only me." Sho tightened his grip around my waist possessively.
"They see my body every day in the showers." I chuckled.
"That's why you won't take any showers with them now."
"Sho, it's only a naked body, they don't touch me, no need to be jealous." I sighed.
"It's not only a naked body, it's mine!"
"Sho, stop this silly jealousy, I love you you and only you can touch me like yesterday night." I blushed.
"I hope so." Sho groaned and caught my mouth with despair, ready to make love to me again, but I didn't complain, my lover was just amazing in bed.
"Sakurai, Matsumoto, leave this bedroom before we enter it now! Stop fucking like two rabbits!" Nino yelled, hitting the door.
"Fuck, I hate this brat!" Sho growled. I laughed and stood up, walking to the bathroom as naked as a new baby born. I sighed when the water touched my sore body. Sho didn't hurt me but it was my first time and I wasn't used to the act and my butt burnt. Plus, I was tired. I jumped, feeling two arms wrapping me from behind, a mouth kissing my neck.
"Sho?"
"I missed you." Sho whispered, sucking my earlobe.
"We have to go." I protested.
"Let's stay like that a bit more." I smiled and laid my head against his shoulder, my boyfriend tightening his hug around me. I turned my face to look at him but Sho caught my lips before I could react. I moaned, my hand traveling on his cheek to kiss his neck. It was soft yet, so full of feelings. Our feelings. It made me shiver in happiness, wishing we could stay like that forever. Me in his arms, Sho hugging and kissing me while the hot water was falling on our naked bodies.
"We have to go." I sighed in regret when we pulled away, breathless.
"Hun." Sho hummed, his nose in my neck.
"Sho?"
"Hai..." Sho sighed and after a last kiss, released me. I chuckled and pecked his cheek before leaving the bathroom, a towel around my waist.
"You must eat more Ma-chan." Sho groaned when he entered the bedroom where I was in boxer.
"Sorry. You know, it's because of the situation between us... I... I couldn't sleep and eat properly." I whispered.
"I'm sorry. I'm so sorry, Ma-chan." Sho stroked my cheek before burying his face in my hair, inhaling my scent. "You smell so good, Ma-chan."
"I like when you call me like that." I whispered, my hand traveling from his nape to his head, enjoying the soft hair between my fingers.
"Ma-chan..." Sho kissed my skin before releasing me when Nino's voice yelled again. "Eat more baby." Sho pecked my pouty lips and we left together, his arm wrapping my waist.
"You finally fucked!" Nino smirked as we where sitting on the sofa of the green room, me on Sho's lap, my face in his neck. Sho smelt so good that I would be able to stay like that the whole day.
"Shut up Nino." Sho replied, stroking my hip.
"Jun was so annoying always talking about you and staring at you as if you were the most perfect thing of Japan."
"Kazu!" I blushed deeply, hearing a chuckle from my boyfriend.
"I'm glad to know that." Sho took my chin to kiss me lovingly, our tongues meeting for a long ballet. "Love you." Sho whispered between our lips.
"Me too." I smiled.
"So sappy." Nino groaned.
"Don't be so nasty Kazu." Ohno chuckled.
"Satoshi!" Nino pouted.
The recording of our songs was very long, Sho was staying next to me, holding my hand with a smile while we were singing happily. I felt so good to feel Sho's hand holding mine.
Time passed and our relationship grew too. We were sleeping almost every night together at my house our his, our parents believing we were only to inseparable best friends. I left Sho working for his exam of Keio but the night, when every body was asleep, we were making love with passion, two or three times per night. We needed it. To show our deep love and to feel good. I was crazy about Sho. My love for him was growing every day and losing him became my worst fear. I wouldn't be able to live without him. Without his voice in my ear, his strokes on my body, his deep kisses, his words of love and his body against mine. He was my half.
One day, we had our first biggest fight. While we were recording a TV show, the guest flirted with Sho and tried to seduce him, stroking her body against his. But what got me angry was the fact Sho didn't push her away and allowed her to continue. I was hurt. It hurt!
"So, Matsumoto-kun, what do you think about Sakurai-kun?" Caster asked.
"Ano..." I frowned when the guest smirked, touching Sho's body and looking at me with an evil smile. I lost my mind and made a mistake. "My beloved Sho-kun, I'm really sorry to the fans but I can't give Sho-kun to anyone. If everyone don't mind, I'm a fan of Sho-kun. " I blushed. Everybody stared at me with wide eyes.
"Jun-kun likes to joke." Sho mumbled, trying to hide his red cheeks.
"Have you lost your mind?!" Sho yelled when we entered the green room.
"I'm sorry." I lowered my head, knowing I had been too far this time.
"Do you realize how dangerous it was to say that?! And if everybody discovered the truth about us?! It would sign the end of Arashi, idiot!!" Sho shouted even louder. Tears started to roll down my cheeks. Even if he was right, his words were hurting me so much.
"Stop trying to make me feel guilty with your silly tears, Jun. You're not 7 years old!"
"I'm sorry." I whispered but anger started to invade my heart.
"You're too mean, Sho, it wasn't a big deal, just some fan service." Nino protested.
"Shut up, I'm talking to my boyfriend!" Sho snapped.
"You're just ashamed of me." I sobbed.
"Stop with your silly ideas!"
"And why do you think I said that?" I yelled, making my lover blink in surprise. "What did you expect when I saw you flirting with this whore just in front of MY eyes?! You hurt me, Sho! I felt as if I wasn't anything for you, as if you were ashamed of me! So don't try to bring the whole fault on me!" I shouted. My friends looked at me with wide eyes, too shocked to say something. I took my bag and walked toward the door. "And I'm not an idiot, Sakurai!!" I slammed the door behind me angrily.
"He is right, you also went too far." Ohno said softly.
"You hurt him fucking idiot, I won't forgive you for that!" Nino yelled and left the room.
"But..."
"Are you really ashamed of him?" Aiba asked.
"No of course not! I just... I don't even care if the fans discover the truth but I'm afraid my parents discover it because it would mean the end of our relationship and I can't lose Jun, I love him too much." Sho whispered.
"I understand but no need to flirt with an actress to prove to your parents that you are straigth."
"You should go after him." Aiba smiled.
"Thank you." Sho stood up and left the Jimushou, running like he never did.
He had to apology, he couldn't lose him like that! Jun meant more than anything to hin, even more than his own life! Sho looked for him in his house but his mother said he wasn't there and after lots of hours at looking for him, Sho realized he didn't know where to find him, he had disappeared. The young boy ran again, tears rolling down his cheeks.
"Where are you Jun?" Sho cried.
To be continued...
A/N: XDDD I'm sorry for how things turned but I just wanted to includ the part when Jun "confessed" in front of the cameras xD I think Sho was very embarrassed xDDD Hope you liked it a bit ^^ comments are <3
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Je suis trop contente que t'ais intégré ça à la fin xDDDD C'était trop cute de la part de Jun mais je ne pensais pas que Sho le verrait aussi mal x) Mais comme pour l'histoire entre Jun et la prostituée, les deux ont leur raison de s'énerver donc on ne peut donner tous les torts ni à l'un ni à l'autre XD (même si Sho reste stupide et trop...direct dans ses paroles u.U)
MY GOD leur première fois était magique ** j'ai ADORE !!!!!!!!! C'était super bien écrit, tout plein d'amour y tout y tout ♥ kyah >.<
Et MON DIEU que j'avais envie de FRACASSER Nino à coup de batte xDDDD surtout quand il arrive après leur moment d'amour là x) genre euh discrétion zéro et en plus le nain en rajoute une couche xDDDD Bref, ça c'était bien drôle x) Il n'a pas la langue dans sa poche x)
Rhaaaaalàlà, c'était super comme deuxième partie ** hâte de lire et voir comment ça va évoluer tout ça !!!! En tout cas il FAUT qu'ils s'expliquent et s'excusent et fassent des bébés sakumoto tout plein parce qu'on en a besoin en tant que fan pour SURVIVRE !
Merciiiiiiii ♥
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Ouai tu m'étonnes --" c'est pas la joie avec des parents pareils x) c'est pour ça que je dis qu'on peut pas non plus trop lui en vouloir parce qu'à sa place (enfin perso) j'aurai agi pareil xDDDD surtout si à la fin ça les fait se séparer quoi .___. autant rester discret et continuer xD
Nan franchement c'était SUPER bien fait. Doux et passionné en même temps. Pas de la baise pour de la baise, comme Nino //PAN
Celui-là alors....--" je m'en doutais de l'intervention d'Aiba : c'était lui ou Ohno de toute façon XD Mais le nain là....GRRR XD pourrait pas le dire de façon plus classe quand même ? XD Par contre j'aime ce qu'il dit à propos de la façon dont Jun regardait Sho...c'est juste trop beau ♥
IL VA ACCEPTER sinon il va perdre l'amour de sa life et ce serait con .___.
ouaaaaaai hâte de lire la suite :D
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Ah mais j'ai trop aimé xD Genre "non, personne ne doit te voir à poil ! T'es à moi !" XD Bientôt il va lui dire que personne n'a le droit de le regarder tout court xD
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XD Pauvre Junichou....
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ano..where did jun said that? do you hv the video of when jun said he was fans of sho? >
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Trop méchant le Sho au début >.< GRRR !!
Mais trooop mignon après donc il est pardonné :p
J'adore Sho jaloux xD Il me fait trop rire ! S'il pouvais enfermer Jun dans une cage dorée et le garder rien que pour lui, à l'abri du regard des autres, je suis sûre qu'il le ferait xD
Ils sont trop mignon tous les 2 <3
Et Nino me fait tellement rire xD Je l'imagine trop dire "Arrêter de vous sautez dessus comme des lapins !" xD
Il m'a tué avec sa réplique ! xDDD
Bon après 1ère grosse dispute entre nos 2 chou d'amour ... Pas cool ! Sho qui s'énerve contre Jun et Jun qui est triste puis en colère après. En même temps, il a pas tout à fait tord, Sho est allé un peu loin et en plus s'il flirtait avec l'actrice ...
J'espère que Sho le retrouvera vite et qu'il s'excusera !
PS : Pour le moment où Jun dit qu'il est fan de Sho... Je vois pas du tout de quoi tu parles ^^" ... Quelle émission ? T'as parlé de gift, t pourrais me montrer ? :D
PS 2 : BIENNNTOOOOOT !!! (oui, je vais finir tous mes comm' par ça jusqu'à ce que vous arriviez !! xD)
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yeahhhh bientot!!!! XD
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this is the last fanfic chapter i need to read, (i already read the rest of them), but is it hust me or i can't acces sh.3??!! god, this is killing me, i need to read it (;_;)
and again, ur fic is just AWSOME!!!!
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You can find the chapter if you go earlier in my LJ :)