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Far away from you
Title: Far away from you
Author:![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
matsuaurore
Pairing: Juntoshi
Rating: NC-17
Genre: Romance, angst, fluff
Summary: Jun and Ohno's friendship is on the line. Too many lies, too many fights to hide a scaring reality. But maybe a trip in Paris would be the solution...
Disclaimer: Only own the plot T.T based on Jun's travel in Paris and London and on the beautiful song of Nickleback, Far away.
Forrunning_arashi who asked me an One shot Juntoshi about Jun's trip in Paris and London. I hope you'll like it dear <3
"I told you I'm all right, Satoshi!" Jun groaned, rolling his eyes.
"But Jun, you..."
"I'm just tired." Jun cut the leader off and stormed out of the green room, slamming the door.
In fact, he wasn't all right... Since he had seen Ohno with Nino two weeks ago. He knew they were close but he always hoped Ohno had some feelings for him but when he saw Nino kissing his leader, all his wishes immediately vanished to just let a deep hole in his heart. It wasn't Ohno's fault, after all, his leader never tried to seduce him but...but it hurt so much when you saw the person you love with your whole heart with someone else and plus, with your best friend. That's why for two weeks, Jun was acting coldly toward Ohno and avoided him. It wasn't like him acting this way but the pain was eating him and he was only a man.
Jun slammed his apartment's door behind him and took a bottle of vodka in his fridge. He needed to do something, his feelings were driving him crazy.
Ohno collapsed on the sofa of the green room with a sigh. The leader stroked his temples. Why does Jun was acting so coldly toward him for two weeks?
He couldn't bear it, he couldn't stand this attitude from the person he was in love with for five years now.
"What's wrong, Satoshi?" Nino asked, sitting on his leader's lap.
"Nothing."
"C'mon, babe, you're my best friend, I know you by heart, I know when you are lying and now, you are lying!" Nino frowned.
"I... It's Jun..." Ohno sighed.
"I see."
"Why does he act coldly like that?" Ohno muttered, nuzzling his face in Nino's neck.
"It's so obvious." Nino sighed.
"What?"
"Babe, J is in love with you." Nino stroked his leader's hair lovingly.
"Ehhhh?" Ohno jumped.
"You're so blind sometimes or maybe too stupid." Nino laughed.
"What do you mean?"
"J loves you. He is acting coldly because I'm sure he thinks we are together." Nino explained.
"Eh?!"
"I was right, you are definitely stupid, babe." Nino chuckled, pinching Ohno's nose.
"But..."
"Confess." Nino smiled, kissing Ohno's forehead.
Suddenly, Jun opened the door and Ohno pushed Nino away from his lap when he saw the sadness in Jun's eyes.
"Jun, I..."
"I have something to tell you and the other." Jun said before putting his earphone on his ears.
Ohno and Nino looked at each other with disbelief eyes. When Sho and Aiba joined their friend in the green room, they started the shooting of the PV. Jun was clearly avoiding Ohno and Nino, staying next to Aiba who was wondering what was going on between his friends.
"J, what did you want to tell us?" Nino asked when they finished their work.
"I leave for a moment." Jun whispered.
"Eh?"
"Johnny gave me some holidays and I need to leave Japan for some days." Jun said, his eyes flying toward Ohno for a second before staring at the ground.
"But Jun..."
"My plane is in two hours. See you later." Jun cut Ohno off before leaving the green room.
Ohno stared at the wall in front of him. Jun was gone for two hours and should still be in the plane but Ohno already felt empty. Does Nino was right? Does Jun was suffering because of him? Does the younger was in love with him? Ohno looked at the phone in his hands. Should he...
From: Satoshi
To: Junny
Hey, Jun. Are you all right? Send me a message when you'll be in London.
Satoshi
When Jun arrived in London, he opened his phone and saw Ohno's message. He left Tokyo twelve hours ago but already missed his leader so damn much. Outside, it was raining as if the sky knew his heart was crying in pain.
From: Jun
To: Ohno
Ohno-san,
I'm all right. I'm in London and it's raining but it's okay, I don't care. Take care.
Jun
From: Satoshi
To: Junny
Jun, what's wrong, you're acting coldly toward me for two weeks now. I miss you, why did you leave me?
Your Satoshi
From: Jun
To: Ohno
Sorry but you can't understand...
Jun
Ohno looked at the message, tears filling his eyes. Why? Why does Jun was rejecting him like that? What did he do?
Jun was still in London, walking and visiting alone this town where people made him laugh several times. It was incredible because when they were wearing original or weird clothes, hair styles or piercing, nobody was judging them, they didn't care, as if it was normal. It was almost the same in Japan, you could have your own style without being judging. English people were kind but Jun felt so lonely. He missed his friends but mostly Satoshi. The leader's voice, his chubby face, his sleepy look and his wonderful smile. Jun thought with the distance he would forget the man he was in love with but he was wrong. In fact, Jun felt guilty. He regretted his cold attitude and his fights with Ohno since he had seen him kissing Nino. Jun was too sensitive and when someone hurt him, he often became aggressive to protect himself. But Ohchan wasn't just "someone", he was his band mate, his best friend and plus, the man he loved for a long time now. It hurt him when he had seen this sadness in Ohno's eyes, these questions the leader had in his mind but didn't dare to ask him.
Jun sighed. He had just one week for himself and he was in London for two days now. The young man wanted to spend a long time in France because this country always attracted him. But going to Paris, the lover's town when you were a heartbroken wasn't a pleasant idea. He would give anything to have Ohno in his arms and to kiss his pouty lips.
Ohno stared at the gap in front of him. He missed Jun so damn much but the younger never answered to his calls nor his messages. It was as if his best friend was trying to avoid any contact with him and it hurt so much!
"Ohchan!"Nino's voice made Ohno jump and the leader forced a smile to his favorite brat.
"Hun?"
"You seemed far away from us, where were you?" Nino smirked.
"Sorry, I'm tired. I should leave." Ohno stood up but Nino's voice stopped him.
"J is planning to call me."
"Eh?!"
"He asked me if we could talk by Skype and I agreed."
"When will he call?!" Ohno asked abruptly.
"In..." But a sound cut Nino off and the younger made a sign to Sho and Aiba who rushed toward them.
"Hey, how are you J?" Nino exclaimed, looking at the webcam.
"Well, I guess. You're not alone?" Jun asked in a tired voice.
"JunJun!!!" Aiba waved his hand.
"Don't call me like that Aibaka!" Jun snapped but smiled tenderly. "Ohayou Sho-chan!"
"Hello, Jun,what time is it in London?"
"10 a.m and it's raining." Jun sighed, passing his hand in his short black hair.
"Hello Jun." Ohno said shyly, making Jun freeze.
"Hel...hello Riida." Jun stammered.
"You never answered my messages."
"I... I was busy." Jun looked away.
"When are you going to Paris?" Nino asked suddenly to break the uncomfortable silence.
"Tomorrow I think. I would like to visit some place and the Eiffel Tower and the Louvres." Jun smiled.
"Take some pictures for us, then!" Aiba exclaimed.
"Hun. I have to go, now. I miss you." Jun whispered before the line cut.
"He was looking at you." Nino whispered in Ohno's ear.
"I..." But Ohno lowered his head. No, it was impossible, there was no way Jun would miss him.
Ohno looked at the rain through the window. The sky was grey with big dark clouds. Were they really in April? The leader sighed and closed his eyes, his head against the cold glass. He never felt so bad in his whole life. It was as if pain was eating his heart slowly. So, it felt like that to be heartbroken?
From: Jun
To: Ohno
Hello, Satoshi. I wanted to apologize for my horrible behavior with you these two past weeks. I mean... I hate when we are fighting and I hate to hurt you. It's just... I'm not really good, actually and I can't talk about it with someone. I'm sorry for being an asshole with you, you are a precious friend for me and I don't want to lose you. I hope you'll forgive me. I'll be in Paris tomorrow afternoon and I'll buy you some presents ^^ Tell the other I miss them. Take care.
Jun
Ohno froze when he read the message and tried immediately to call Jun. After some seconds, Jun answered.
"Hello?"
"Jun!" Ohno exclaimed.
"Ohchan?"
"I just read your message."
"I see." Jun whispered.
"I... I'm also sorry for acting like that with you, I miss you."
"I..."
"Jun, I wanted to tell you something."
"What? Can you repeat, the line is bad." Jun exclaimed.
"I wanted to tell you something important."
"Yes?"
"I love you, Jun."
But no answer.
"Jun? Jun?" The line had been cut.
Ohno sighed. Why does fate was always making jokes to him?
From: Jun
To: Satoshi
Sorry the line cut. What did you want to tell me?
Jun
From: Ohno
To: Junny
Nothing. Forget. Just, take care and come back quickly.
Satoshi
"Why are you always trying to spoil your life, Toshi?" Nino asked from the living room where he was playing his video games.
"What do you mean?"
"Pfff. Sometimes, J and you are really stupid. Why don't you see what is obvious." Nino sighed.
"Eh?" The leader raised his eyebrows in disbelief.
"Go to him, baka!"
"Nino..."
"Find him, tell him you love him and let him fuck you for next four days." Nino smirked, rolling his eyes.
"Do you think it's..."
"Go to him before I punch your baka face!" Nino sighed.
"How..."
"There is a ticket on your bed. Your plane leaves Narita in one hour, hurry up, I've already made your bag."
"Thank you, Kazu. You’re the best!" Ohno hugged his friend who laughed.
"Hurry up, Baka, there is my car outside." Nino stood up to bring his leader to the airport.
Jun put his stuff on the ground of his new bedroom. There was a beautiful sun in the sky, a perfect weather to see the Eiffel tower. Jun changed his clothes and left his bedroom to eat a bit. France was very different than Japan. It wasn't very clean as in his country but Paris was beautiful. The monuments, the streets and the buildings were old, showing all the history of this country. Even if it was different than Tokyo, Jun could feel how this town was telling him its story. He was lucky, he knew it but it was hard to be lonely in such amazing place.
The young man took some pictures and walked to his hostel to take some rest. He will visit the Eiffel Tower the next day.
A knock on his door woke him up, making him groan. Jun stood up and opened his door before blinking.
"Satoshi?"
"Hello." Ohno smiled nervously.
"How..."
"Johnny told me where you were living." Ohno whispered.
"Why did you come?"
"Can I come in?" Jun sighed and let his leader entered.
They stared at each other for a moment, an uncomfortable silence planning in the bedroom. Ohno made a step forward.
"Satoshi." "Jun." They said at the same time.
"You first." Jun smiled nervously.
"Okay. I... I came because I wanted to tell you something very important." Ohno started.
"Yes?" Jun raised his eyebrows.
"I...love you, Jun."
"What?" Jun whispered, shocked.
"I love you for a long time, now." Ohno repeated, blushing deeply. Jun stayed silent and the leader, turned around to leave the bedroom. "Sorry it was a mistake to come here. Ohno sighed but a hand gripped his arm. The younger caught him in his arms and stroking Ohno's cheek with the back of his hand, put his lips on the older's. "Jun?" Ohno whispered when Jun broke the kiss.
"I love you." Jun simply said, getting a wide smile on Ohno's face who wrapped his arms around his neck and brought their lips in a deep kiss. They kissed with despair, their hands stroking each other's body, moans leaving their throats.
Jun lifted Ohno in his arms who wrapped his legs around his waist. The younger laid Ohno down on the bed, licking and kissing his neck, trying to find the most sensitive spots of his new lover. Ohno was moaning loudly, his hips moving up when Jun took his length in his mouth.
"Jun..." Ohno whined, thrusting in the warm cavern. The younger smirked and started to prepare him slowly, enjoying the beautiful moans Ohno was making.
"You're so beautiful, Satoshi." Jun whispered in his lover's ear.
"Take your clothes off, I want to see you." Ohno panted. Jun smiled and after a quick kiss, stripped himself in front of Ohno who was licking his lips hungrily. Jun's body was as beautiful as he thought. He had already seen him naked but not with this face. Jun's eyes were full of love and lust, sweat's drops were rolling down his body and his messing hair made him so sexy! Ohno could see his lover had made some sports because of his sculpt chest and arms.
Jun licked his lips and Ohno opened his legs to allow his boyfriend to come on top of him. The younger kissed him deeply while he was thrusting his length inside of Ohno who arched his head in a silent gasp.
"Satoshi." Jun closed his eyes, enjoying the tight hole around him. Ohno wrapped his legs around his waist, burying his face in the younger's neck whose hips were moving deeply and slowly inside him.
"Faster, Jun!" Ohno begged.
"You're so tight... So perfect, babe." Jun bit Satoshi's earlobe before grabbing his legs to thrust faster and deeper, his mouth traveling in his lover's neck.
"Jun!!!" Ohno kept screaming as Jun was hitting his secret spot again and again.
"Babe." Jun grabbed his neglected cock and started to stroke it at the same time of his movements.
Ohno scratched his lover's back, his nails sinking in the white skin because of the pleasure.
"Ahhhh." Satoshi whined, gripping Jun's hair to smack their lips together.
"Come for me." Jun whispered between their lips and after another thrust, Ohno released in the younger's hand who filled him in a groan.
Jun collapsed on his lover, both panting heavily.
"Gosh." Ohno sighed.
"You were amazing." Jun smiled, hugging his new lover.
"You too. But why were you acting coldly toward me?" Ohno asked, stroking his cheek on Jun's naked chest.
"I... I was afraid. I love you for a long time and when I saw you kissing Nino." Jun mumbled.
"What? But Kazu and I are just friends."
"Maybe but now, he won't touch you again." Jun said, tightening his grip around Ohno who chuckled and kissed his neck.
"You'll have to deal with Kazu, then."
When Ohno opened his eyes, a big smile appeared on his face, seeing he was in Jun's arms who was hugging him tightly. It felt so good to be against him, to smell his wonderful scent and to be able to bury his face in his neck. Ohno raised his hand and stroked the younger's cheek who frowned in his sleep and opened his eyes with a yawn.
"Sorry, I didn't want to wake you up." Ohno apologized. Jun only smiled and kissed the hand on his cheek before standing up.
"Shower?" Jun asked. The leader nodded happily and followed his boyfriend in the hot shower. As he was expecting, Jun made love to him under the warm water, creating a wave of butterflies in Ohno's stomach who started to feel like a school girl who was discovering her first love.
"I love you." Jun panted in his ear. The leader grinned and brought their lips in a deep and wet kiss, the water rolling down their faces and bodies, making them so sexy and hot.
"Me too." Ohno whispered.
"Satoshi, I want you to promise me something." Jun suddenly said.
"Hun?"
"The past two weeks, we had many arguments and sadness because we were hiding our feelings. I don't want to live that again, so, no lies anymore between us. If you have something you want to tell me, then, tell me but don't keep that in your heart." Jun hugged his lover.
"It's the same for you." Ohno chuckled. "I promise."
"Alright, shall we leave, I want to see the Eiffel Tower with you."
"Yes!" Ohno replied with dreamy eyes. It would be the perfect place for them.
"Wouaaahhh! So big!" Ohno exclaimed in front of the monument.
"It’s beautiful!" Jun agreed, taking his boyfriend's hand in his.
"Ne, Jun could we climb to the peak?" Ohno asked excitedly.
"Okay, babe." Jun smiled tenderly and led his lover to the good place.
After a long moment, waiting to climb, they finally ended at the peak.
"The view is amazing!!!" Ohno exclaimed, shocked.
"Paris is very beautiful." Jun nodded, looking at the horizon.
"I'm so happy to be here with you." Ohno whispered shyly. The younger smiled and hugged him from behind, both staring at the amazing landscape before leaving.
"Please, sir, could you take a picture of my friend and I?" Jun asked hesitantly. He wasn't very good in English but the man seemed to understand and with a kind smile, took some pictures of Ohno and Jun in front of the Eiffel Tower.
"Where are we going, Jun?" Ohno asked when his boyfriend took his hand and led them to a taxi.
"Surprise." Jun said with a mysterious smile. They stopped at a weird place and Jun let Ohno some minutes to take something in a small and weird supermarket.
They walked to the Archeveche's bridge before Jun stopped with a big smile.
"Here we are." The younger sighed.
"Jun?" Ohno asked with disbelief.
Jun grinned and took a padlock in his bag. Ohno blinked when he saw the padlock.
"Jun, why there are our names and today's date on the padlock?" Ohno stammered.
"Help me to put it on the wire fencing." Jun only said. Nodding, Ohno helped his lover who hugged him tightly, looking at the padlock next to the other. "I promise to love you forever and to do anything to make you happy now and forever." Jun whispered and threw the key in the river under te bridge.
"Jun?"
"This bridge is very famous in France. It's the place where the lovers come and tie a padlock to prove their love. Its name is, the padlocks of love. A legend tells if you make a vow while attaching your padlock with your name and throw the key in the river, you'll always be with the person you love." Jun whispered, his face as red as a tomato.
"Jun..." Ohno turned around and hugged him tightly. "It's the most beautiful thing someone is making for me. I love you now and forever." Ohno blushed. The younger smiled widely and caught his lover's lips for a deep kiss.
They took some pictures, and looked at the beautiful sunset in each other's arms, Jun often kissing Ohno's neck who had laid his head against the younger's chest.
"I think it will stay the most amazing and beautiful place where I went." Ohno said after a while.
"For me too."
"I'm going to miss Paris." Ohno sighed.
"Hey, we still have tomorrow and I'll bring you here at our next holidays." Jun chuckled.
"I take it as a promise." Ohno laughed.
"We'll come back, ne?"
"Yes, together." Jun smiled, kissing his leader deeply.
Part 2
Author:
matsuaurorePairing: Juntoshi
Rating: NC-17
Genre: Romance, angst, fluff
Summary: Jun and Ohno's friendship is on the line. Too many lies, too many fights to hide a scaring reality. But maybe a trip in Paris would be the solution...
Disclaimer: Only own the plot T.T based on Jun's travel in Paris and London and on the beautiful song of Nickleback, Far away.
For
running_arashi who asked me an One shot Juntoshi about Jun's trip in Paris and London. I hope you'll like it dear <3This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
You know, you know
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
You know, you know
"I told you I'm all right, Satoshi!" Jun groaned, rolling his eyes.
"But Jun, you..."
"I'm just tired." Jun cut the leader off and stormed out of the green room, slamming the door.
In fact, he wasn't all right... Since he had seen Ohno with Nino two weeks ago. He knew they were close but he always hoped Ohno had some feelings for him but when he saw Nino kissing his leader, all his wishes immediately vanished to just let a deep hole in his heart. It wasn't Ohno's fault, after all, his leader never tried to seduce him but...but it hurt so much when you saw the person you love with your whole heart with someone else and plus, with your best friend. That's why for two weeks, Jun was acting coldly toward Ohno and avoided him. It wasn't like him acting this way but the pain was eating him and he was only a man.
Jun slammed his apartment's door behind him and took a bottle of vodka in his fridge. He needed to do something, his feelings were driving him crazy.
Ohno collapsed on the sofa of the green room with a sigh. The leader stroked his temples. Why does Jun was acting so coldly toward him for two weeks?
He couldn't bear it, he couldn't stand this attitude from the person he was in love with for five years now.
"What's wrong, Satoshi?" Nino asked, sitting on his leader's lap.
"Nothing."
"C'mon, babe, you're my best friend, I know you by heart, I know when you are lying and now, you are lying!" Nino frowned.
"I... It's Jun..." Ohno sighed.
"I see."
"Why does he act coldly like that?" Ohno muttered, nuzzling his face in Nino's neck.
"It's so obvious." Nino sighed.
"What?"
"Babe, J is in love with you." Nino stroked his leader's hair lovingly.
"Ehhhh?" Ohno jumped.
"You're so blind sometimes or maybe too stupid." Nino laughed.
"What do you mean?"
"J loves you. He is acting coldly because I'm sure he thinks we are together." Nino explained.
"Eh?!"
"I was right, you are definitely stupid, babe." Nino chuckled, pinching Ohno's nose.
"But..."
"Confess." Nino smiled, kissing Ohno's forehead.
Suddenly, Jun opened the door and Ohno pushed Nino away from his lap when he saw the sadness in Jun's eyes.
"Jun, I..."
"I have something to tell you and the other." Jun said before putting his earphone on his ears.
Ohno and Nino looked at each other with disbelief eyes. When Sho and Aiba joined their friend in the green room, they started the shooting of the PV. Jun was clearly avoiding Ohno and Nino, staying next to Aiba who was wondering what was going on between his friends.
"J, what did you want to tell us?" Nino asked when they finished their work.
"I leave for a moment." Jun whispered.
"Eh?"
"Johnny gave me some holidays and I need to leave Japan for some days." Jun said, his eyes flying toward Ohno for a second before staring at the ground.
"But Jun..."
"My plane is in two hours. See you later." Jun cut Ohno off before leaving the green room.
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore
Ohno stared at the wall in front of him. Jun was gone for two hours and should still be in the plane but Ohno already felt empty. Does Nino was right? Does Jun was suffering because of him? Does the younger was in love with him? Ohno looked at the phone in his hands. Should he...
From: Satoshi
To: Junny
Hey, Jun. Are you all right? Send me a message when you'll be in London.
Satoshi
When Jun arrived in London, he opened his phone and saw Ohno's message. He left Tokyo twelve hours ago but already missed his leader so damn much. Outside, it was raining as if the sky knew his heart was crying in pain.
From: Jun
To: Ohno
Ohno-san,
I'm all right. I'm in London and it's raining but it's okay, I don't care. Take care.
Jun
From: Satoshi
To: Junny
Jun, what's wrong, you're acting coldly toward me for two weeks now. I miss you, why did you leave me?
Your Satoshi
From: Jun
To: Ohno
Sorry but you can't understand...
Jun
Ohno looked at the message, tears filling his eyes. Why? Why does Jun was rejecting him like that? What did he do?
On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
You know, you know
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
You know, you know
Jun was still in London, walking and visiting alone this town where people made him laugh several times. It was incredible because when they were wearing original or weird clothes, hair styles or piercing, nobody was judging them, they didn't care, as if it was normal. It was almost the same in Japan, you could have your own style without being judging. English people were kind but Jun felt so lonely. He missed his friends but mostly Satoshi. The leader's voice, his chubby face, his sleepy look and his wonderful smile. Jun thought with the distance he would forget the man he was in love with but he was wrong. In fact, Jun felt guilty. He regretted his cold attitude and his fights with Ohno since he had seen him kissing Nino. Jun was too sensitive and when someone hurt him, he often became aggressive to protect himself. But Ohchan wasn't just "someone", he was his band mate, his best friend and plus, the man he loved for a long time now. It hurt him when he had seen this sadness in Ohno's eyes, these questions the leader had in his mind but didn't dare to ask him.
Jun sighed. He had just one week for himself and he was in London for two days now. The young man wanted to spend a long time in France because this country always attracted him. But going to Paris, the lover's town when you were a heartbroken wasn't a pleasant idea. He would give anything to have Ohno in his arms and to kiss his pouty lips.
Ohno stared at the gap in front of him. He missed Jun so damn much but the younger never answered to his calls nor his messages. It was as if his best friend was trying to avoid any contact with him and it hurt so much!
"Ohchan!"Nino's voice made Ohno jump and the leader forced a smile to his favorite brat.
"Hun?"
"You seemed far away from us, where were you?" Nino smirked.
"Sorry, I'm tired. I should leave." Ohno stood up but Nino's voice stopped him.
"J is planning to call me."
"Eh?!"
"He asked me if we could talk by Skype and I agreed."
"When will he call?!" Ohno asked abruptly.
"In..." But a sound cut Nino off and the younger made a sign to Sho and Aiba who rushed toward them.
"Hey, how are you J?" Nino exclaimed, looking at the webcam.
"Well, I guess. You're not alone?" Jun asked in a tired voice.
"JunJun!!!" Aiba waved his hand.
"Don't call me like that Aibaka!" Jun snapped but smiled tenderly. "Ohayou Sho-chan!"
"Hello, Jun,what time is it in London?"
"10 a.m and it's raining." Jun sighed, passing his hand in his short black hair.
"Hello Jun." Ohno said shyly, making Jun freeze.
"Hel...hello Riida." Jun stammered.
"You never answered my messages."
"I... I was busy." Jun looked away.
"When are you going to Paris?" Nino asked suddenly to break the uncomfortable silence.
"Tomorrow I think. I would like to visit some place and the Eiffel Tower and the Louvres." Jun smiled.
"Take some pictures for us, then!" Aiba exclaimed.
"Hun. I have to go, now. I miss you." Jun whispered before the line cut.
"He was looking at you." Nino whispered in Ohno's ear.
"I..." But Ohno lowered his head. No, it was impossible, there was no way Jun would miss him.
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
And you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore
So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
And you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore
So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know
Ohno looked at the rain through the window. The sky was grey with big dark clouds. Were they really in April? The leader sighed and closed his eyes, his head against the cold glass. He never felt so bad in his whole life. It was as if pain was eating his heart slowly. So, it felt like that to be heartbroken?
From: Jun
To: Ohno
Hello, Satoshi. I wanted to apologize for my horrible behavior with you these two past weeks. I mean... I hate when we are fighting and I hate to hurt you. It's just... I'm not really good, actually and I can't talk about it with someone. I'm sorry for being an asshole with you, you are a precious friend for me and I don't want to lose you. I hope you'll forgive me. I'll be in Paris tomorrow afternoon and I'll buy you some presents ^^ Tell the other I miss them. Take care.
Jun
Ohno froze when he read the message and tried immediately to call Jun. After some seconds, Jun answered.
"Hello?"
"Jun!" Ohno exclaimed.
"Ohchan?"
"I just read your message."
"I see." Jun whispered.
"I... I'm also sorry for acting like that with you, I miss you."
"I..."
"Jun, I wanted to tell you something."
"What? Can you repeat, the line is bad." Jun exclaimed.
"I wanted to tell you something important."
"Yes?"
"I love you, Jun."
But no answer.
"Jun? Jun?" The line had been cut.
Ohno sighed. Why does fate was always making jokes to him?
From: Jun
To: Satoshi
Sorry the line cut. What did you want to tell me?
Jun
From: Ohno
To: Junny
Nothing. Forget. Just, take care and come back quickly.
Satoshi
"Why are you always trying to spoil your life, Toshi?" Nino asked from the living room where he was playing his video games.
"What do you mean?"
"Pfff. Sometimes, J and you are really stupid. Why don't you see what is obvious." Nino sighed.
"Eh?" The leader raised his eyebrows in disbelief.
"Go to him, baka!"
"Nino..."
"Find him, tell him you love him and let him fuck you for next four days." Nino smirked, rolling his eyes.
"Do you think it's..."
"Go to him before I punch your baka face!" Nino sighed.
"How..."
"There is a ticket on your bed. Your plane leaves Narita in one hour, hurry up, I've already made your bag."
"Thank you, Kazu. You’re the best!" Ohno hugged his friend who laughed.
"Hurry up, Baka, there is my car outside." Nino stood up to bring his leader to the airport.
I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Jun put his stuff on the ground of his new bedroom. There was a beautiful sun in the sky, a perfect weather to see the Eiffel tower. Jun changed his clothes and left his bedroom to eat a bit. France was very different than Japan. It wasn't very clean as in his country but Paris was beautiful. The monuments, the streets and the buildings were old, showing all the history of this country. Even if it was different than Tokyo, Jun could feel how this town was telling him its story. He was lucky, he knew it but it was hard to be lonely in such amazing place.
The young man took some pictures and walked to his hostel to take some rest. He will visit the Eiffel Tower the next day.
A knock on his door woke him up, making him groan. Jun stood up and opened his door before blinking.
"Satoshi?"
"Hello." Ohno smiled nervously.
"How..."
"Johnny told me where you were living." Ohno whispered.
"Why did you come?"
"Can I come in?" Jun sighed and let his leader entered.
They stared at each other for a moment, an uncomfortable silence planning in the bedroom. Ohno made a step forward.
"Satoshi." "Jun." They said at the same time.
"You first." Jun smiled nervously.
"Okay. I... I came because I wanted to tell you something very important." Ohno started.
"Yes?" Jun raised his eyebrows.
"I...love you, Jun."
"What?" Jun whispered, shocked.
"I love you for a long time, now." Ohno repeated, blushing deeply. Jun stayed silent and the leader, turned around to leave the bedroom. "Sorry it was a mistake to come here. Ohno sighed but a hand gripped his arm. The younger caught him in his arms and stroking Ohno's cheek with the back of his hand, put his lips on the older's. "Jun?" Ohno whispered when Jun broke the kiss.
"I love you." Jun simply said, getting a wide smile on Ohno's face who wrapped his arms around his neck and brought their lips in a deep kiss. They kissed with despair, their hands stroking each other's body, moans leaving their throats.
Jun lifted Ohno in his arms who wrapped his legs around his waist. The younger laid Ohno down on the bed, licking and kissing his neck, trying to find the most sensitive spots of his new lover. Ohno was moaning loudly, his hips moving up when Jun took his length in his mouth.
"Jun..." Ohno whined, thrusting in the warm cavern. The younger smirked and started to prepare him slowly, enjoying the beautiful moans Ohno was making.
"You're so beautiful, Satoshi." Jun whispered in his lover's ear.
"Take your clothes off, I want to see you." Ohno panted. Jun smiled and after a quick kiss, stripped himself in front of Ohno who was licking his lips hungrily. Jun's body was as beautiful as he thought. He had already seen him naked but not with this face. Jun's eyes were full of love and lust, sweat's drops were rolling down his body and his messing hair made him so sexy! Ohno could see his lover had made some sports because of his sculpt chest and arms.
Jun licked his lips and Ohno opened his legs to allow his boyfriend to come on top of him. The younger kissed him deeply while he was thrusting his length inside of Ohno who arched his head in a silent gasp.
"Satoshi." Jun closed his eyes, enjoying the tight hole around him. Ohno wrapped his legs around his waist, burying his face in the younger's neck whose hips were moving deeply and slowly inside him.
"Faster, Jun!" Ohno begged.
"You're so tight... So perfect, babe." Jun bit Satoshi's earlobe before grabbing his legs to thrust faster and deeper, his mouth traveling in his lover's neck.
"Jun!!!" Ohno kept screaming as Jun was hitting his secret spot again and again.
"Babe." Jun grabbed his neglected cock and started to stroke it at the same time of his movements.
Ohno scratched his lover's back, his nails sinking in the white skin because of the pleasure.
"Ahhhh." Satoshi whined, gripping Jun's hair to smack their lips together.
"Come for me." Jun whispered between their lips and after another thrust, Ohno released in the younger's hand who filled him in a groan.
Jun collapsed on his lover, both panting heavily.
"Gosh." Ohno sighed.
"You were amazing." Jun smiled, hugging his new lover.
"You too. But why were you acting coldly toward me?" Ohno asked, stroking his cheek on Jun's naked chest.
"I... I was afraid. I love you for a long time and when I saw you kissing Nino." Jun mumbled.
"What? But Kazu and I are just friends."
"Maybe but now, he won't touch you again." Jun said, tightening his grip around Ohno who chuckled and kissed his neck.
"You'll have to deal with Kazu, then."
When Ohno opened his eyes, a big smile appeared on his face, seeing he was in Jun's arms who was hugging him tightly. It felt so good to be against him, to smell his wonderful scent and to be able to bury his face in his neck. Ohno raised his hand and stroked the younger's cheek who frowned in his sleep and opened his eyes with a yawn.
"Sorry, I didn't want to wake you up." Ohno apologized. Jun only smiled and kissed the hand on his cheek before standing up.
"Shower?" Jun asked. The leader nodded happily and followed his boyfriend in the hot shower. As he was expecting, Jun made love to him under the warm water, creating a wave of butterflies in Ohno's stomach who started to feel like a school girl who was discovering her first love.
"I love you." Jun panted in his ear. The leader grinned and brought their lips in a deep and wet kiss, the water rolling down their faces and bodies, making them so sexy and hot.
"Me too." Ohno whispered.
"Satoshi, I want you to promise me something." Jun suddenly said.
"Hun?"
"The past two weeks, we had many arguments and sadness because we were hiding our feelings. I don't want to live that again, so, no lies anymore between us. If you have something you want to tell me, then, tell me but don't keep that in your heart." Jun hugged his lover.
"It's the same for you." Ohno chuckled. "I promise."
"Alright, shall we leave, I want to see the Eiffel Tower with you."
"Yes!" Ohno replied with dreamy eyes. It would be the perfect place for them.
"Wouaaahhh! So big!" Ohno exclaimed in front of the monument.
"It’s beautiful!" Jun agreed, taking his boyfriend's hand in his.
"Ne, Jun could we climb to the peak?" Ohno asked excitedly.
"Okay, babe." Jun smiled tenderly and led his lover to the good place.
After a long moment, waiting to climb, they finally ended at the peak.
"The view is amazing!!!" Ohno exclaimed, shocked.
"Paris is very beautiful." Jun nodded, looking at the horizon.
"I'm so happy to be here with you." Ohno whispered shyly. The younger smiled and hugged him from behind, both staring at the amazing landscape before leaving.
"Please, sir, could you take a picture of my friend and I?" Jun asked hesitantly. He wasn't very good in English but the man seemed to understand and with a kind smile, took some pictures of Ohno and Jun in front of the Eiffel Tower.
"Where are we going, Jun?" Ohno asked when his boyfriend took his hand and led them to a taxi.
"Surprise." Jun said with a mysterious smile. They stopped at a weird place and Jun let Ohno some minutes to take something in a small and weird supermarket.
They walked to the Archeveche's bridge before Jun stopped with a big smile.
"Here we are." The younger sighed.
"Jun?" Ohno asked with disbelief.
Jun grinned and took a padlock in his bag. Ohno blinked when he saw the padlock.
"Jun, why there are our names and today's date on the padlock?" Ohno stammered.
"Help me to put it on the wire fencing." Jun only said. Nodding, Ohno helped his lover who hugged him tightly, looking at the padlock next to the other. "I promise to love you forever and to do anything to make you happy now and forever." Jun whispered and threw the key in the river under te bridge.
"Jun?"
"This bridge is very famous in France. It's the place where the lovers come and tie a padlock to prove their love. Its name is, the padlocks of love. A legend tells if you make a vow while attaching your padlock with your name and throw the key in the river, you'll always be with the person you love." Jun whispered, his face as red as a tomato.
"Jun..." Ohno turned around and hugged him tightly. "It's the most beautiful thing someone is making for me. I love you now and forever." Ohno blushed. The younger smiled widely and caught his lover's lips for a deep kiss.
They took some pictures, and looked at the beautiful sunset in each other's arms, Jun often kissing Ohno's neck who had laid his head against the younger's chest.
"I think it will stay the most amazing and beautiful place where I went." Ohno said after a while.
"For me too."
"I'm going to miss Paris." Ohno sighed.
"Hey, we still have tomorrow and I'll bring you here at our next holidays." Jun chuckled.
"I take it as a promise." Ohno laughed.
"We'll come back, ne?"
"Yes, together." Jun smiled, kissing his leader deeply.
Part 2
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Ca y est, tu m'a convertie au Juntoshi ... xD
Ca m'a fait bien rigolé, Jun fait la gueule juste parce qu'il est jaloux de Nino. xD Mais d'ailleurs finalement, ils s'embrassaient vraiment l'Ohmyia ? Parce que Toshi donne pas vraiment d'explication à Jun à part qu'ils sont juste amis ...
Nino est finalement d'une grande aide, il ouvre les yeux à Toshi et lui dit même quoi faire (avec son tact et sa grâce habituelle xD). Heureusement que Nino est là, hein ? Parce que sinon, on pouvait attendre longtemps avant quel'un des deux fasse le premier pas LOL
Et Ohno qui va rejoindre Jun à Paris ! La ville de l'amour par excellence ! Raaah ! Je fond devant tant de LOVE <3
J'aime trop le petit discours de Jun quand ils accrochent leur cadenas sur le pont. Sont trop mignons !
Je vais de ce pas lire la partie 2 ^^
Bisous Aurore et merci d'écrire de si jolis OS ! Je les adore ! (surtout quand personne ne meurt à la fin ... xD)
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