Don't worry it's okay xD I'm glad you finally left a comment and I'm very happy that you are reading when you don't usually read this kind of fics xD it touches me a lot <3 yes, there is lots of pain, like in all my fics because I love to make them suffer, Jun isn't my ichiban for nothing xDDD of course, kazu will suffer a lot but ohchan, sho and jun too xD but I promise whatever the end will be, kazu will find his happiness and will live peacefully again, even of ohchan wasn't by his side anymore xD thank you for reading and commenting dear <3