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matsuaurore ([personal profile] matsuaurore) wrote2017-03-08 10:22 pm

If you say so (Chapter 1)

Title: If you say so
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Banner: [ profile] lilisan31 <3
Pairing: Ohmiya, Sakumoto
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Au, angst, romance, drama
Summary: Nino and Ohno were living a life full of happiness and love until Nino ran away for a mysterious reason, leaving only a letter to his boyfriend who was decided to pursue him until the end of the world.

Part 1:
“Love, it’s the right we give to the other to persecute us”

Nino purred like a kitten as kisses were laid on his nape and giggled when two hands stroked his stomach, the heat of his boyfriend’s body clinging to his back in a pleasant way. It was something Nino loved. Feeling the body of your lover against you in the morning, feeling his heart beating in a crazy way as if you were together since some days and not years. Feeling a pair of lips teasing your nape and two arms hugging you as if you were the most beautiful and important thing in the world. Nino loved these simple things. He was so sensitive and being treasured like this was more important in his eyes than all the gifts or words in the world.

"I would love to have you pregnant..." His lover whispered in his ear, his teeth biting his earlobe softly.

"I haven't the necessary parts for that." Nino chuckled, turning around to kiss his boyfriend. "But we still can try~"

"Pervert~" Ohno laughed.

"I have to go." Nino sighed, looking at his watch.

"Can't you skip work today? I know you love your video games but I would love to make love the whole day..." Ohno pouted like a child who hadn’t get his chocolate.

"The boss would kill me." Nino giggled. "We'll make love the whole night when I'll come home."

"You better hold your promise..." Ohno sighed. Nino chuckled and kissed his lover before walking toward the bathroom to take a quick shower, his back aching a bit because the rough activities they had had the previous night. The feeling of the love bites under his fingers made him smile like an idiot. He loved when Ohno marked his skin so possessively, they couldn’t show their couple to Japan but in this way, it showed to everybody how much he belonged to the older. Sex was always great with Ohno despite the years passing by, they never get bored, never created some kind of routine that many old couples had. And Nino knew why. Because everyday, he was falling in love with Ohno even more. Because everyday was different and everyday Ohno managed to show him a new aspect of his personality and knew how to surprise him. Sex was always different and always better than the previous day.

"See you tonight." Nino grabbed his bag, sending a kiss to his lover who grinned.


Nino smiled and left, climbing on his motor bike. For three years, he was working as a video games’ designer in a big agency while Ohno was now a known singer in Japan.
The gamer parked his Yamaha in front of the agency, smiling when he saw the big poster on the wall of the opposite building. It already showed the promotion of Ohno’s new album, remembering him the difficulty to date someone as famous as his lover. But the hardest thing was the media. These fucking bastards always tried to invade Ohno’s private life to reveal something scandalous and to break his career. Everyday, Nino knew he would fall on a new magazine that would show his lover with another girl and even though the gamer knew he could trust his boyfriend, seeing these lies always hurt him. Being in Ohno's shadow was hard when you wanted to act like a normal couple. But being his shadow was the most important “job” Nino had. The gamer knew his patience, encouragements and support helped Ohno to be what he was today. Because the singer always said their relationship had always pushed him to fight the difficulties and that without him, Ohno would still sing in small clubs or would have become a very different person.
Nino’s eyes fell on the magazine of the day, a big picture of his lover with his new co-actress, a big title under them “Ohno’s new idyll”.

“Bastards. He doesn’t even know her…” Nino mumbled.

“Ignore them, they are not worth your attention.” A kind voice made him jump. Turning around, Nino saw his sexy boss –as hot as always- smiling softly.

“Hello, J…”

“You can trust Satoshi, he loves you and these paparazzi just try to hurt you…”

“If everybody knew he dates a man, it would sign the end of his career…”

“That’s why you two are so careful. I know it’s hard not to have a normal relationship, but you have to deal with this part…”

“I know. I love Satoshi but if he decided to leave me for one of these actresses? Maybe one day he will get bored to hide us…”

“Kazu… he loves you and hiding your relationship isn’t that horrible as long as he has you… trust him and stop feeling bad when it’s not your fault…”

“Sorry… Ohchan works a lot currently and with all these rumors, I am scared to lose him… after all, I’m nothing compared to all the girls or boys he can have in his bed… I’m not famous, I’m not the prettiest one, I’m a complete geek and I have a rotten character…”

“You’re handsome, you are kind, you care for the ones you love, you are so stingy with yourself but so generous with us, you always try to be here if we need you… you have lots of qualities, Kazu and you are an easy person to love… stop doubting about yourself and realize that Ohchan is lucky to have you…”

“Is it a declaration? Does Sho have to worry?” Nino smirked to hide his emotion.

“Brat!” Jun laughed. “See, you’re so cute when you are touched… Let’s go, we have lots of work to finish and I don’t pay you to watch posters of your dear lover all day.”

“Yup!” Nino grinned and followed his friend inside the building. They knew each other since forever. They had met in kindergarten and were inseparable since this day. Jun was a precious friend, a friend it was rare to find today, in a world made of appearance, hypocrisy and nastiness. Jun had always been there for him, in the bad like in the good moments, never judging him and being as honest as possible. Of course, they had fought a lot during all these years, but their friendship was too strong to be broken and both of them always tried not to hurt intentionally the other.
The word “best friend” wasn’t an insignificant word for them, not like all these persons liking to parade with their “oh, he/she is my BFF!” and some months later, throwing the person away like some kind of piece of shit because this person didn’t bring any interests anymore. Jun was more than his friend, he was like a brother, someone he could rely on and talk to even at 4 a.m of the night. For Nino, Jun was as important in his heart as Ohno. He just loved them differently, that’s all.
Nino stretched his body and stroked his tired eyes with a yawn. He loved his job but after hours spent on his computer, his eyes made him pay for this harsh treatment.

“I really have to buy glasses…” Nino mumbled.

"Nino, go home, you look exhausted..." Jun said.

"I'm fine..."

"I don't want you to die because of all the hours you spend on your games so, be reasonable and go home. Satoshi might already be waiting for you." Jun chuckled.

"Okay okay..." Nino gave up with a sigh. "I'll see you tomorrow." The 26 years old designer switched off his computers and left the building. The moon was high in the sky, the sign he had worked too much and maybe Satoshi would be asleep now. They were together for 6 years now and Nino still felt as if it was tomorrow that his lover had noticed him during one of his first concerts. Nino wasn't really his fan but Jun had asked him to come with him. The gamer had immediately flashed on this so cute and clumsy chubby boy who was scared to sing in front of more than one person. They had met at the end of the concert and since then, were inseparable.

As Nino thought, Satoshi was already asleep when he joined their bedroom and smiled, stroking the soft brown hair of his lover.

"As cute as a teddy bear~" Nino whispered before going to the bathroom. "I really need some vacations..." The designer mumbled, stroking his tired eyes. Stripping, Nino climbed in the bed, Ohno automatically hugging him with a sigh.


"Hum?" Nino laughed softly, wondering if Ohno really heard him or if it was an automatic answer or a dream in which he was.

"I love you..."

"I love you more, Kitty." Ohno chuckled tiredly and felt Nino smiling against his skin.

“If you say so…”

8 years ago…

“Jun, I don’t want to go…” Nino whined as his best friend was leading him in a club.

“You promised me you would come and I’m sure you will love this new artist, he is very good!” Nino followed him toward the stage, sulking and already regretting his promise made because he had lost their last battle at Mario kart.

“Hello everybody! Tonight, you are going to listen to a new artist! It’s his first time singing in public so, be kind, he is a bit shy but very talented! Clap your hands for Ohno Satoshi!!” The caster grinned. A small chubby boy made his entrance, looking like a scared teddy bear, his cheeks blushing, an uncomfortable smile on his face.

“Hi…” His voice shook a bit. « I’m Ohno Satoshi, this is my first song, ‘Take me faraway’, I really hope you will like it and thank you for coming tonight.”

Nino sighed, knowing he was going to quickly get bored with such an cheesy song’s title but a gasp left his mouth when Ohno started to sing. At this moment, something happened. Something changed in Nino’s heart, as if this clumsy boy had thrown a spell on him. And the gamer understood this Ohno was going to change his life. Without realizing it, tears started to fall on Nino’s cheeks as Ohno was singing, lost in his own world. There was something in his voice that made him beautiful, that touched his heart. Nino wasn’t an amateur, he was himself a pianist, guitarist and singer before fate decided to forbid him to continue. And Ohno was definitely very good. If he had the good songs, this boy would go far and would become an admirable singer.

“Nino!” Jun repeated for the nth time, making the gamer jump.


“Were you listening?? The concert is over since 5 minutes!”

“Ah? Sorry, I was lost in my thoughts.”

“You were too focused on Ohno.” Jun smirked.

“Eh?! No way, I was thinking about… about our next lesson!”

“Of course.” His friend laughed. “Come on, I have to introduce you to a friend.” They both walked toward the backstage before Jun knocked on a door.


“Hello, Sho-san.” Jun blushed under Nino’s smirk. That’s why Jun wanted him to come, because he liked this boy who would become handsome after some years. “This is Nino, my best friend.”

“I’m Sakurai Sho, nice to meet you.”

“Nice to meet you too.” Nino nodded.

“Come on in.” Sho smiled, opening the door. Nino froze when his eyes fell on Ohno who was putting a new shirt. “Sato, we have guests.”

“Ah… Hello, Jun-kun and…” Ohno’s eyes turned toward Nino. “I’m Ohno Satoshi…”

“Ninomiya Kazunari…” Nino blushed.

“He is the one I told you about.” Jun smiled.

“The pianist?” Ohno’s eyes shone.

“I don’t play anymore since I had a bad wound to my hand… but I still love music… you were good tonight…”

“Thank you…”

“Let’s go to a bar to congratulate you!” Jun grinned.

They followed Jun and Sho who started to talk as if they were in a bubble.

“Sho-kun likes your friend…”

“I can see that… Jun acts like a school girl…” Nino chuckled.

“Sho is a nice guy, he will treat him right.”

“He better does or I’ll kill him!”

“You sound like a mother.” Ohno laughed.

“J is like my brother so, I have to watch over him, he is so sensitive, and falls in love easily but always with the bad ones…”

“You’re nice… worrying for him like that…”

“He does the same for me.” Nino blushed.

This night, Nino fell in love for the first time.

Ohno had something that attracted him. His calm side, the way he laughed cutely, how he looked lost in his own world even if he really listened to what you said. The older appeased him and make him feel as comfortable as if they knew each other for years. It’s as if Ohno was his second half, even though they were very different, it was as if they complete each other.
After this day, Nino started to come every Friday night, listening to Ohno’s songs, sometimes crying when they touched him too much and sometimes writing him sons as Ohno loved the younger’s compositions. They quickly became inseparables, spending all their free time together, mostly when the Sakumoto pair was stuck together. Two years passed, signing the beginning of a deep friendship, though, Nino was crazy in love with him.

“Nino?” Ohno asked one day as Nino’s head was laid on his lap, the gamer playing at his DS.


“Tonight, I’ll will sing a song I have written… will you tell me honestly what you think about it?”

“Of course, I’m very happy to know you have written your first song. I’m very impatient!”

“Thank you…” Ohno bit his lip nervously.

“What’s wrong?”

“No-thing… Let’s go to the club…” Nino frowned but nodded, his friend acted very weirdly today. The older looked nervous like hell, blushing anytime their eyes met.

“Hello everybody… tonight, I’ll sing a song I have written… I hope you will like it…”

When your legs don't work like they used to before
And I can't sweep you off of your feet
Will your mouth still remember the taste of my love
Will your eyes still smile from your cheeks

And darling I will be loving you 'til we're 70
And baby my heart could still fall as hard at 23
And I'm thinking 'bout how people fall in love in mysterious ways
Maybe just the touch of a hand
Oh me I fall in love with you every single day
And I just wanna tell you I am

Nino’s eyes widened in shock. This song. This song was made for him, the way Ohno sang and looked at him with shy eyes told him everything he needed to know.

“How…” The gamer started to cry, his heart beating furiously, his eyes unable to leave Ohno’s face. They were very close but Nino would have never guessed the older could also love him. After all, Ohno wasn’t even gay as he had dated some girls since they knew each other. At this moment, everything Nino wanted came true. The person he loved the most on this earth was feeling the same. His legs shook a bit, emotion winning him as if a miracle had happened. The younger couldn’t even describe what he felt, his heart pounding too quickly, his mind not even able to remember his own name.

So honey now
Take me into your loving arms
Kiss me under the light of a thousand stars
Place your head on my beating heart
I'm thinking out loud
Maybe we found love right where we are

When my hair's all but gone and my memory fades
And the crowds don't remember my name
When my hands don't play the strings the same way, mm
I know you will still love me the same

Nino tried to remember if Ohno had ever shown any sign of his love for him during these two years. They were so close that you could think they were dating but nothing had ever happened between them, just some kisses when they were drunk, not much.

“Baka…” Nino’s hand tightened around the necklace Ohno had offered him for his last birthday, a picture of them inside it.

'Cause honey your soul can never grow old, it's evergreen
Baby your smile's forever in my mind and memory

I'm thinking 'bout how people fall in love in mysterious ways
Maybe it's all part of a plan
I'll just keep on making the same mistakes
Hoping that you'll understand

“I love you too…” Nino whispered. A shiver won his body at the thought of all the times Ohno had touched his skin, the way his hand traveled on his arms when they hugged in his bed. Every touch, every word really hid a different meaning. All the times he had fantasized Ohno would really love him in the same way, would make love to him for hours, didn’t look ridiculous anymore. His heart was about to explode in happiness, discovering you were loved that much was an incredible feeling that none words would be able to describe.

But baby now
Take me into your loving arms
Kiss me under the light of a thousand stars
Place your head on my beating heart
I'm thinking out loud
That maybe we found love right where we are, oh

So baby now
Take me into your loving arms
Kiss me under the light of a thousand stars
Oh darling, place your head on my beating heart
I'm thinking out loud
That maybe we found love right where we are

At the end of the song, Ohno left without a look for him. The gamer knew how hard it was for Satoshi to show his feelings. They were the same, full of feelings for the ones they cared for but pretty bad to show it. Nino opened the door of Ohno’s room, his friend raising his head, a panicked look on his face.

“Nino… I can explain… I’m sorry I…” Ohno gasped when Nino grabbed his arm to pull him in a tight hug. “Nino?”

“You asked me to take you into my loving arms.” Nino muttered, blushing. Ohno’s mouth opened widely in surprise before the older hugged him back, a tear rolling down his cheek.

“And I asked you to kiss me under the light of a thousand stars…”

“Well, there are no stars here but we still can kiss.” Nino blushed, putting his hand on the singer’s cheek. Their mouths met in a clumsy kiss, both moaning and pressing their bodies even more. Ohno’s hand gripped Nino’s soft hair to deepen the kiss, shivers wining them. It was as if their hearts were about to explode in happiness and relief, both finally putting a word on what they really were for each other. “I love you…”

“I love you too, Kazu…” Ohno smiled against his lips.

Oh maybe we found love right where we are
And we found love right where we are

Present day…

Nino yawned, stretching his back. He was working on a new project for 10 hours and felt as if he had lost all his strength. Maybe it was about time to make a complete checkup because of his aching back and his tired eyes.

“Kazu, go home and don’t come tomorrow.” Jun sighed, leaving his office.

“I have lots of work to finish, J…”

“I know but you look like a ghost so, go home and sleep until after tomorrow, please. And go to the clinic, you need to see a doctor or your body is going to send you to hell for this bad treatment.”

“You’re so annoying. Fine, I’ll see a doctor.” Nino stood up and grabbed his bag. “And if I stay so late here, it’s also because Satoshi comes home very late.”

“He still works so late?”

“Yes… with his new album and his next tour, it’s 3 a.m when he comes home everyday…”

“He should take some vacations…”

“It doesn’t depend on what he wants unfortunately… Well, good night, J, say hello to Sho for me.”

“Yup. Good night, Kaz’.”

The gamer smiled and left the building. The moon was already high in the sky and despite the hour, the traffic of Shibuya was still horrible. An unbearable pain won Nino’s head, blurring his view.

“Ouch…” The gamer held his head painfully. “I really do need some vacations…” Whining, Nino crossed the road not seeing the red light, his head spinning. The young designer didn’t even hear the car honking, a violent pain wining his body and fell on the ground, everything becoming dark.

To be continued…

A/N: Hello minna! I don’t know if someone still remembers me after all these months but I’m back with a new Ohmiya J I hope you will read it and like, I tried to write something more realistic this time J
If you liked what you read, please let a comment, even a small one, writing takes a lot of time and knowing our work is read and appreciated push us to keep writing and to post quickly :D


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